Saturday 12-19

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So there was ultimate and going to the library.

After ultimate we went to David's house and played some games for a while.

Yep... thats about it.

Friday 12-18

Blog 171

Didn't get much sleep from the night before. Ended up deciding to go with Mama C to her party with Tom.
It was awesome. : D

Then we kidnapped David and went back to Mama C's house. Ended up playing Electronic Monopoly till 4am. I was so tired.

End.

Thursday 12-17

Blog 170

So last night I had a dream about Papa Fro's mother. They lived on this really big land and she had this really big green house area. Like the inside of it had a huge garden area and then at the other end of it there was a space that was used as a practice grocery store. And I was there and a bunch of other people were at his house too. And she was in the green house (this thing was REALLY massive) and she was tending some of the vegetables. I went over to her and started to talk about food, because this was something that I had wanted to do in real life. And we talked about all kinds of things. I told her stuff like how I wanted a garden of my own someday. That was basically it.

Then after that dream I had a dream about a competition in my back yard. Where we had to do this one thing and then it was lit and it shot stuff into the sky which turned into a box that fell out of the sky. yeah. There was a bunch of kids and we had to put slices of bananas on the ground in a pattern to make something work. After the box fell from the sky my team got to have water balloons from it and some candy. And we filled them and then had to carry them to the front yard and the person doing that was a guy from my elementary school named Scott. We had to go through the garage to get to the front yard and on the way though it I saw my uncle Bob. Before the next challenge was started we realized that we had another one of the box thingys to light and so we did and I got the box and ran past Jason Markle from chamber. I can't really remember what was inside but it was really awesome stuff.

And then I woke up.


Strange strange dreams on the couch.

Well, later on I was really bored so I looked through some old discs of mine. I ended up finding a lot of missing things from high school that I have wanted for a long time. It made me happy.

Then I went to the mock situtation for practice for D20.
I got to Papa Fro's house around 9:40pm and got home to my house around 8:30am. We gamed the whole time.

IT


WAS


AWESOME!

I really like Papa Fro as a DM. He actually put some time into it this time and it was really detailed and it challenged us. I totally didn't fail on my face and didn't come close to dying. : D I found the way out the dungeon before anyone else did. I also had figured out that one of the chests was a mimic (which chomped on our faces). I really enjoyed myself. Even though I got really tired it was awesome. At one point during a combat I was so tired that I would take my turn, then lay down and sleep till my next turn. It really helped. I thought that there was some pretty cool moments and hope that the real game is as awesome. I am sorta worried though because Erik will be the DM and not Papa Fro. But other than that it should be fine.

: DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Funness.

I should have told my uncle that he needed to be here in the morning because then I could have just slept at Papa's house. But I had to come home and take care of grandpa. So I came home and slept for a bit. : D

Wednesday 12-16

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Woke up and went to the chamber party. We were the first ones there. At the gate when Rachel was failing at putting in the lock code Harris from Ultimate came up and fixed it because he lives in there. Mama C showed up soon after us and so we all went in at the same time.

Dr. Hughes house is amazing. It was so pretty.
The party was awesome too. I can't wait to see everyone again.

I got my gift and figured out that it was Brother J. But by the time it was my turn to guess I forgot and guessed Gage. lol

Papa opened my gift and guessed one of the guys. I could tell that he sorta already knew it was me though. He is a good actor. So he guessed Alan and then I said it was me and he like, threw himself back into the couch with a lolface. Then he said that my hand writing isnt that crappy and I said that I did it on purpose. lol. Told me that he can take hints and that I could have a back massage sometime.

Then instead of Liz taking me home Mama C did. We then went over to Papa's house and played some apples to apples with Jen, Mama C, Liz, Jodash, Papa Fro and I. Later on Chas was brought to take Jodash's place.

It was an alright night. We watched some Galaxy quest too.

Came home and had a long talk with Chas. I don't want to say much about it but I have some problems going on. Yeah...

Slept

Monday 12-14 and Tuesday 12-15

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These days ran together. I think its because I did mainly the same thing both days.

I slept in late and then watched Ergo Proxy.

Ate oranges.

yep.

Still no internet. It wouldn't be so bad if I had stuff to do. I'm so bored that I can't read.

Finished Ergo Proxy on Tuesday. It was a very strange series.
I also finished Girls in Trucks. That book was alright but its not one I would read again.

Right now my family is leaving to go to dove wood court to look at the lights. Its really lame because I want to go too. Its something I do every year. *shrug*

Later tonight I will be going with Rachel and Link to spend the night. She is going to give me a ride to the party tomorrow.

lol, since this isn't going on the internet yet (not that it would matter because I doubt that he had the time to even read my blogs) I can say who I got for secret santa. : D

Papa Fro : D

Yeah, months ago I was thinking about the secret santa for chamber. And I thought that if anyone should get Jt that it should be me. Not that I was being selfish or anything like that, but because I had the most contact with his friends out side of chamber. So I figured that I would be the best equiped to figure out what to get him. : D
It ended up being like that. I was the second to reach my hand into the hat and draw out a name. When I unfolded that tiny peice of paper I hid my smile. I thought that it was so funny that what I had wanted to happend months ago actually did happen.
Then I set out on the task of actually getting him something. In the few months that pasted since I last thought about the secret santa I actually got to know him a bit. And from what I know I knew that he would just rather not get anything. So I thought about it for a while. I called Chas and tossed some ideas back and forth with him. I decided on making him a really big batch of cookies because I know that he is like the cookie monster when it comes to cookies. : D
Then came that night a few weeks back with Rachel. The one when we baked till dawn. She said on that night that I should get him massage oil since his was stolen from his car. I thought this over and decided that it was a good idea. : D
My mom said that I couldn't make the cookies to go with it so I just got the massage oil.

Now since I over think just about everything I am worried about how he will react to this gift. Will he dislike it because he will think that it is just me trying to get a back rub? Will he like it because it is a gift that he can give to other people? Will he not be happy with it because its not something that he gets to keep for himself?
All these and more keep running through my head. All I can do though is just wait until tomorrow and find out.

I really hope that he likes it and gets a kick out of it.

So this is me coming back to this blog after what happened that night. Rachel came and got me and took me out for sushi for Andrew's 21st birthday. It was pretty amazing. After we went back to my house to get my stuff (because we left in such a hurry) and then to her house. I realized that I was missing my music for the party and we had to go and break into my house to get it. Then back at her house we watched Howl's Moving Castle and went to sleep.

STILL NO INTERNET.

Sunday 12-13

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Didn't go to church as I wanted to. It was because of the mario sunshine that we played.

Laid around all day till Tom left in the afternoon.

Was contacted by Papa Fro and I went over and watched a disc of Samurai Champloo

Still didn't have internet.

Saturday 12-13

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Didn't do much and anything thing today. Sat around again with Tom. For the whole day.

Why is it that I don't get to hang out with people when he is down?


We ended up playing on mario sunshine for most of the night.

My internet left me for the day. I was sad.

That is all.

Talking and the first party

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Today I woke up and didn't have anything to do. No Chamber early in the morning and nothing else. Laid around for awhile with Tom. ^_^ It was fun.

David called randomly and asked if he should get a macbook. I told him not to and then to look in to the different types of laptops before getting one.

Then around 5pm we had to go to our sunday school Christmas party. ^_^ I ended up getting the gift that I brought, my mom got chocolate, and Tom got two movies... that suck.

^_^ It was great though.

Then after failed attempts of trying to do a mock situation and then trying to hang out with Chas with out Papa Fro, Tom and I laid around for a long time just talking ^_^

Games and choir

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Today was alright. Went to the concert choir final that I was supposed to be missing but didn't because of the snow up at Tom's house. It was alright, spent a lot of time talking with Dawn and Mama C. ^_^

We then came home and sat around for awhile. Watched the new Star Trek movie. It was alright.

Any plans that I wanted to have didn't really work out to happen and then Rachel called. Said that her house was empty cept for her and Link. So Tom and I went over there to hang out for a while. We were going to take the Wii with us but mom didn't want us to. So I gathered up the N64 and the gamecube and took both of them over.

Since they are moving Rachel and Link put her bed in the front room. I think that this is how the house should have been set up the whole time. lol. We ended up playing mario cart 64 for a long time... And then watched some weird showy thingy that Link had on his laptop. I was tired so we went back home.

NINJA REPORT:
I know its been awhile, I really haven't been playing though. Today when I went to turn in my music and then went to go back to my seat Papa Fro poked me and I smacked away his hand. This wasn't ment to be a ninja smack though, but that is how he took it and then hit my hand about 4 times.
He won the day.

My back really hurts right now...

stupid boobs

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Went with chamber to a high school today to perform for the choirs there. I ended up showing up late but it wasn't that bad.

After I came home and Tom and I watched harry potter 6. I found out that I have forgotten the books enough so I can re-read them.
: D

I ate some fish sticks that I think were bad and ended up throwing up. It really sucked.

But then I felt better after having two oranges. They were amazing ^_^

Now it is sleep times.

Tuesday 12-8-09

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Concert day. Went to Choir and then after Liz stole me away. We went to her house and made some really good pasta. After that we watched some how I met your mother and she did my hair for the concert. It was kinda sucky for awhile because Tom wasn't sure if he would be able to come down because of the snow / ice. But he did end up making it for the concert. ^_^

The concert went really well.
lol, after I went and talked a bit with Papa Fro's mother. She was really funny and truthful about the concert. : D

Then we went to Denny's. It was really fun because Connie came and I got to meet one of Papa's friends named Shae. She seems like a really cool person ^_^

And then Tom and I came home and slept. : D

No title. It doesn't have one.

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I woke up and it had snowed today.

The snow didn't stick on the roads, but it was in my lawn.

Went to school and sang in chamber.

Came home and napped with Jasper. Woke up and then made some meat loaf from a recipe out of the book 'I loved, I lost, I made spaghetti.' It was really good ^_^

I took a bubble bath and now my hair smells really good. Like soap from bath and body works.
It smells so good that it distracts me every time I move.

Tomorrow is my concert. I really hope it goes as planned.

I also hope that everything works out with what is going on right now. I'm just so done with it.

I got Lomo back finally.: D
I will be going with Tom to his house on Wednesday. I can't wait.

I just heard from Chas that D20 will be starting on Sunday. I am really scared about it. I'm not sure that I will be a helpful addition to the party. Scared scared scared scared.

Sleep time now. Since people don't respond I have nothing else to do.

Church all day

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That is what I did today. Church. All day.

Went to the morning service. Then went to lunch with some people from Mama C's church. After we got through eating we went to walmart and then to Bath and Body works.

Then it was time again for church.

After night church I thought that we were going to see Papa Fro. But he didn't get back to us before Mama got me home.

I thought that I would be seeing the snow tonight... seeing as it is supposed to snow around the time I would have went home. But it looks like that isn't going to be happening.

I don't want to be home and alone. I wanted to be in the comforting presence of Papa Fro. It would have been nice.

No sleep and movie time.

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Baking
Till 5:30am. The food we made was delicious. She went home and I went to bed. I actually fell asleep at my computer.

Then I woke up at 11am. Not enough sleep at all.

I did mostly nothing all day. Till I decided that I was going to Mama C's house. Then I did the dishes and waited for her to get here. We then went to her choir and orchestra practice at her church.

From there we contacted Papa and went to his house. We ended up watching singing in the rain. I fell asleep during some of it and would really like to watch it again some time. Its a great movie. ^_^

Went to Mama's house and then slept.

Books and stuffs.

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Today was long. is long. will be long. Long long long long long.

Woke up and mom told me that she would take me all the way to school so I went to sleep again. I was tired from the night before because I had stayed up a little after getting home to finally finish the book I was reading. It did that thing where I got to the middle of the book and then it seemed I stayed there forever, not getting any closer to the end. And then just before I was ready to just give up on it, it was over. Anyways...

Chamber.

Not so good. All I have to say is that this should have been handled WAY before this. Like... months ago. It is an auditioned group.

After chamber practice was a family affair. Just the four of us. I wasn't so scared about singing and didn't complain as much, although I am not sure that they noticed. At some point near the end Papa was singing behind me and put his hand on my shoulder. It was nice, but it also reminded me how much I want a massage from him lol.

I then was dropped off at the bus stop and met mom at the mall. She ended up using her credit card to buy a used ds and ps2 for Christmas. I am happy for the gifts, but it would have been fine even without them. Then we went to the pet store and then came home. I made sure that the two systems worked (which the ds will need to go back and be replaced because it does not work right. the ps2 is fine though : D)

I then sat. And sat. And sat. and sat...

Now I am waiting on Rachel to get here. We will be cooking and then I will be spending the night at her house. Yes... cooking. Baking. At midnight.

I love her. : D

Now about books.

I finished the book I was reading last night. It is named 'I loved, I lost, I made spaghetti.' It was a random book I picked up when I went on my library spree. I wasn't sure what the book was exactly about but it looked interesting so I picked it up. All and all it was a good read. I would read it again in the future. I really liked that it had pasta recipes in text. Well, not just pasta. :D On page 19 the perfect way to cook pasta is found:
''Place a large, covered pot filled with water over high heat. When the water has reached a vigorous boil, add a generous dose of salt (salty water is essential to flavorful pasta; it should have the aroma of the Mediterranean.) Add the pasta and let the water return to a boil, then give the pot a few good stirs. Continue to cook, stirring occasionally, until the pasta is still firm to the bite but no longer chalky. You should taste it after about 8 minutes to see where it is. You can't time pasta you can know it's done only by tasting it."
It was really cute when she would add in little comments in the recipes about what was going on in the story at that time. Things like Fuck-you cakes where the ending line of the recipe is:"Do not over mix, as this will make for tough cupcakes and you've suffered enough." lol.

I really like books. Like, a lot. When I went to the library and went on that spree Tom had to stop me at 7 books... When I didn't even get the books I had went in there for. (Which btw the one book that I REALLY want to read is currently sitting waiting for me at the library. sadness.) I just was walking around and the titles would jump out at me. I enjoy reading and haven't been doing as much recently. So far I have read 3 of the books and have decided against reading one of them. There are only 3 left but I have till the 10th to finish them.

The book I decided to not read is titled 'Because I am furniture.' I picked it up simply for the title. But the whole book is written in a sort of poemish form that really bothers me. There isn't a full page of text in the whole book. Its all half pages. Not really what I was looking to read.

I have completed 'Mischief Maker's Manual' (which was more for little kids but was cute and I liked it) 'Write Naked' (AMAZING BOOK <3) The one I just talked about. I rejected that one up there. I have left to read 'Girls in trucks' (which I just started and I don't know if I will like it enough to finish it) 'eat pray love' (which might be too much like the I loved, I lost book and so I might not read this one.) and 'For lovers only' (which is one of the random ones that jumped out and I picked up without looking to see what it is really about. Its subtitle is 'three times the temptation equals irresistible desire...' Yeah... we shall see about this one).

It is time to go and be cookingness.

Jt's Birthday

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Today started off not quite how I thought it would.

I had a weird dream about Disneyland and then almost was late for school.

Instead of being out all day I ended up coming home early and made some ransom cookies for Jodash. I make two batches so that Jt could have some.

Rachel stopped by and then soon after Mama C came too. Mama C and I left because we got invited over for birthday cake at Jt's house.

I didn't get Lomo back because Jodash isn't done with him yet. I gave him till Monday to give him back to me. : D

We ended up going with them to bowling and then Mama C brought me home.

It is sleep time now. SLEEEPEPEPPEPEPEP

The Kidnap of Lomo

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Yesterday started off alright. After chamber Mama C and I went to Papa's house. We worked on music for a while and then just hung out....

Well... Then after we left he called to let me know that I had left Lomo there. And that Jodash was humping him...

So I told them that there could be no lasting damage.

I didn't know how far they would take it though...

The pictures are amazing.

: D

Blue his house, with the blue little window...

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: D

Today was alright. Started kinda eh-ish and then finished with so much awesome that it made the whole day ok.

Choir was alright. I need to learn the music.... and since the concert is next week I should learn it.... NOW.

After choir David gave me some chips and then I went home.

I don't like to be home when I am sick. They make me work harder.

I think I took and nap... Yeah, I think. With both the cats. because they love me. I think I did at least.

Was getting up and about to leave for the store when I got a phone call from David saying that Papa Fro and him were on the way to come get me. After some talking with my mom I did the dishes and left with them.

We went to David's and watched the first disc of Samurai Champloo. It was amazing. I really like it.

I can see why he liked it too.

Then we left David's and on the way to my house the song 'I'm Blue' by Effiel 65 came on. Papa Fro decided to make the car move to the music. It was so much fun.

I can't wait to see the rest of the show. Although I don't know if I would rather watch it with him alone. *shrug* If he gives me the time, I'll let him decide who is there.

lol, I scared Chas today. All I did was send him a random text hello and he thought that I was going to sneak up on him or something. lol. This has happened before. I should actually sneak up on him sometime and really scare him. Or not because I want him to still like me lol.
ninja report.
None. We didn't play. I don't care much right now.

And so it begins.

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I'm officially sick.

Today was ok.

Found out a lot of things... but learned nothing.

Can't wait to start Samurai Champloo.

Right now it is November 31st.

I was so wrapped up in everything that I almost forgot.

Sadness.

Ninja report.
Papa Fro won.

Sunday 11-29-09

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You know that today is the only 11/29/09 that there will ever be?

Its odd to think about it but it is. No matter what the future brings there will NEVER be another day like this day.

Not that anything interesting happened today.

Its just the only day of its kind.

Sometimes I think too much. I wont have anything to do and then I will just start thinking.

The world was here before I was born but I wasn't in the world. The world will go on after I die.
What if I have no impact, and I am forgotten after I am gone? Does it really matter because I wont be here anyways. When I see God what will I do? Forever seems like such a long time. What would it be like to just stop existing? Who will be in heaven? Will I be sad about the good friends of mine that wont be there?

What if I would have gone to a different high school? Where would I be now? If I had went to granite bay like I wanted to would I have turned into someone else? I wouldn't have met Tom, so would I be with someone?

I don't like being alone for that long. I hate the thought that I wont have all my friends with me in heaven. I get so scared and sad that I shake and can't control my self. I really love everyone with all my heart.

Today was alright. Went to church and had nursery. I spent the first half holding baby Robin while she slowly fell asleep. She is cute : D
Then I came home, was mad at my family. Didn't eat and went to sleep while reading.

Texted Papa Fro about wanting to watch Samurai Champloo. I have wanted to watch this since I heard about it from a friend. He ended up saying that he can't tonight, but he will soon with me.

You know, for all the time that I have hung out with him, I've only ever really hung out with him once alone (I said twice and counted the river, but he said that wasn't hanging out and that it didn't count.) Him saying that really made me think about it. And he is right. There was that time that I went to his house the Thursday before Halloween and we watched that movie. Its not like I have been avoiding hanging out with him alone, it just hasn't happened. I don't really care much about it either, as long as I am not ignored. : D

Wow... tonight I am just in write what I am thinking mode. Maybe its the book that I am reading called 'Write Naked'
Its a good book. I wish every thing was a simple as it.

Well, I hope I feel ok tomorrow. Sleepy time should be soon.
Ninja Report:
I think that Papa won... yeah.

The Return of Ultimate... Sorta

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: D So there hasn't been any Ultimate for a while and yesterday Papa Fro decided that it was time to start it again. The only thing is we didn't even play because there wasn't enough people. So we basicly just threw the disc around. lol... then the guys started to play strip frisbee... And then Jordan came back with his fencing equipment so they fenced.

We all headed to Papa's house then and went in and warmed Mama C up. She met Jordan for I think the second time as he laid on top of her lol.

We played some soul calibur 4 and then eventually people left and it was just Mama, Papa, and I.

We watched the movie Harvey which ended up being really cool and then Papa made us some burritos.
We went back to laying down and we all fell asleep till I woke up and spent an hour trying to wake them up. lol...

Finally got home around 4:30am.

Ninja Report.
If anything he won.

Sleeping and Sweets

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Last night wasn't so good for me. I didn't sleep and watched movies.

Would have slept in WAY longer but my Uncle called me and woke me up.

Today when he was on the way to see my mom at work the person in front of him hit a homeless guy. My uncle stopped to check on him and he was doing ok. Then when my uncle went back to his car to leave it wouldn't start. Not even after the cops gave him a jump. He ended up having to buy a new battery for his car.
Great way to start off the day : D

Then I was asked for a wish list. I don't really expect anything from my mom this year because she won't be able to buy anything. But my uncle and aunt want to get us some stuff. ^_^

So all I really want is kinda a big gift. I want a 3rd gen Ipod nano. Its soo cute.

But I couldn't just give them one choice. So I put down some other stuff. I even emailed my think geek wish list to my uncle's email account. I don't really think that I am going to get the Ipod though because of something else on the list that I gave them. I wrote down the cooking stuff... the demarle products. And my mom just went on and on and on about it to my aunt. So I think that I might be getting something from there, which is still really awesome. : D

It started to really storm earlier. It was hailing and thundering and lightening-ing. There was so much hail that it covered the street like snow. It was crazy. Thankfully though the power stayed on.

Then after dinner I made some fudge and also made some ice cream in a ziplock baggy. It was all pretty good.

I can't wait for tomorrow.

Btw here is the link for the think geek wish list. If it doesn't work you can just search for my email: eowyn_amaya@yahoo.com
: D
https://www.thinkgeek.com/brain/gimme.cgi?wid=81dcf84b7


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Paradise kiss, Look for me by moonlight, and Remembering Blue. Things you remind me of.

Thanksgiving

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Woke up today kind of cranky but then got over it :D

Teresa and Uncle made some bacon.

Started cooking dinner.

Well, it was more like lunch...

It was really good food.

Tom left and then came back and played some taboo. It was fun.

I am thankful for all of my friends. I don't know what life would be like without them.

*sigh* Just another day.

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Woke up and wasn't in the best of moods. Went to chamber and it was ok. We picked out our secret Santa people today. ^_^ I am happy with who I got and have already figured out what to get them. Found out that Bert isn't going to be around much longer. I was sad.

Found out that Mama C was going out of town this whole weekend and that she was going to ask me to go with her. To the beach. And the chef that was cooking thanksgiving dinner. But I couldn't go because my uncle and aunt were going to be here from L.A.

Came home and had a nice phone conversation with Chas. Talked about some random things ^_^ I wanna see him soon. We really need to hang out more.

Tom left and was gone most of the day. He went and hung out with some of his friends. ^_^

After Tom got home we just laid around for a while.
So Tom and I were laying on the bed and he turns to me. "Did Dr. H really say that flat chested girls are not any fun?"

Yes... Dr. H really did say that in class today. lol.

My uncle and aunt got here and we made some egg noodles.
It was great fun ^_^

Long day of nothingness

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Woke up and didn't go to class today.

I would have really liked to be with people... but I don't want them to feel like I am bothering them all the time. T_T

I really need to work on my sensitive-ness. I don't need to get upset when I don't get to see people. I don't need to get upset when they say things. Really. It can stop.
I don't like that I need people this much. And because I need them this much I want them to need me too... But they don't. And so because I am sensitive it hurts me... I don't really know what to do about it other than trying to get over it. Because I don't want them to get annoyed by me. Thats the last thing that I want.


Ninja Report.
I WIN :D Yeah... When we were trying to wake Nar up from sleeping... I hit his hands... a bunch. : D

Long day of sleepyness

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Yesterday was good ^_^

Went to chamber and then stayed at school till Justin was done with his rehearsal. Then went to Papa Fro's house where he was sleeping. Brother J, Tom, and I all laid down with him and we fell asleep too. Mama C showed up at around 6 and she laid down too. ^_^

Well... We stayed there for a really long time and then Papa Fro had to talk to someone. We left to Mama C's house and had some turkey. : D

We also watched the brothers grim.

Papa Fro ending up showing up at Mama C's house and then Mama and Papa fell asleep together. It was kinda funny because we needed to wake them up... so Papa wouldn't get shot by Mama's dad... And when we would try they would just snuggle back up. So cute.

Came home and got some sleep. : D

NINJA REPORT:
I lost.... To Tom and Nar. But I won with Brother J. : D

Church : D

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Went to church today. Then came home and then went back for the thanksgiving dinner. It was all really good food.

Now playing FFX2. And about to go to bed. night night.

"I'ma moooooogle. I'ma moooooogle. I'ma moooogle. With balloons?! I'ma moogle with balloons! I'ma moogle with balloons!"

Ninja Report:
No ninjaing today. Although there was bunches of whip cream and no Papa Fro to eat it. Yummy.

FFX

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^_^ Today I woke up and was at Mama C's house. We watched some of the princess bride and then she took me to Rachel's new house. I painted for a bit and then Rachel brought me home.

Tom came down today : D

We went to the library and then to blockbuster. I got a bunch of books and we got the movies the ugly truth and I love you beth cooper.

We watched the ugly truth. lol Frowny McFlaccid.

Then we decided that Tom should play through the last part of FFX that I hadn't seen yet.

While he was playing I was updating facebook.
*'The final summoning will be yours...' totally a whore.
*Lulu is amazing... Sadness that Tom doesn't agree.
*I don't think that if everyone in the world started to sing at the same time that you would be able to hear it in the air...
*Dude... for being the strongest summons they don't do much... Such tempers.
*'It looks like-" "A venus flytrap with a fish man mummy coming out of it?" "Well yeah, but I was going to say that thing from naruto."
*Plant the flowers and then come to them ultimate summons.... And then do something... if you choose to not take a break..
*Dude... that chick in the bumblebee outfit... her ultimate attack is amazing. OVERKILL
*'Umm... did you just beat Sin?' ' Yeah, I think I am going to have to put Yuna into overdrive to show you their overdrive...'
*You can play blitz ball... in the airship... Wha?
*I can totally speak in Al Bhed.
*Yuna: "I wonder if Sir Jecht is in pain." Tom: " I wonder if you have ever had sex on top of an airship."
*SUPOR ASIAN!!
*'Whats that line for?' 'He is charging up for a super attack.' 'Will he kill you?' 'Um... I don't know.' 'DEFEND TILL HE HITS YOU!'
*'If there was any guy I would be attracted to it would be a guy who could speak al bhed.' - Tom...
*I wanna be so epic that I don't have to open my mouth to laugh. Yay seymour. go you and your epic battle. (only it wasn't. One hit overkill.)
*reverse necrophilia... Where the dead wants to do you.
*AUTO PHOENIX DOWN! FTW
*'If **** favorite final fantasy is 8 I will totally date him' -Tom...
*... In the ultimate attack, delta attack... All I could say when I saw the shiny pyramid is that it looked like a D4.
*So.. I saw that Jecht had an over drive bar showing and told Tom to let him use it. So instead of just defending Tom told Tidus to talk with him. And then once he could overdrive it said that Tidus' voice affected Jecht and didn't overdrive.
*Yojimbo totally just did a one hit mega slash. :D
*Tidus: 'freeze frame high five!'

lol, yeah. Totally found al bhed translator. http://albhed.netfirms.com/

Ninja Report:
Nothing here. No Papa Fro today.

: D

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Friday was lots of fun.

Chamber went alright. : D

And then I realized that I miss Liz lots. She has been sick and not able to hang out with us. Sad. But now she is getting better. : D

After class Mama C and Brother J and I went to Starbucks with Zach. He is pretty cool.

Then it was to Mama C's house and we started the newer version of Pride and Prejudice. Then we went with Lolonrenana to lunch.

Then back to Mama C's house to finish movie and then to her youth group. Played some games and watched a movie.

Took Brother J home and then went to Mama C's house. Decided to not try and go to the party Nar was bartending. Slept.

Ninja report.
No win or lose. : D

An end to Cottonballs

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Today was long.

Woke up at 10:17... and wasn't going to go to school...

But then realized that it was Mama C's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

Yep... So I got out of bed and made it to choir around 11. Then after choir I stayed with her until her class.

Saw Rachel today. I really miss her. LOTS.

Then went to the practice time for the group that Mama C is in.

Stayed around school and went to a lecture on Evolution and how it was involved with 4 professors. I think I have found some teachers I would like having a class with. Names of Liam McDaid for astronomy and Tom Logan for English.

I loved this part of the lecture.

Fact :
The king died.
[insert here whatever the teacher called this step in between fact and story. I forgot but it was called something.]
The king died and then the queen died.
Story:
The king died and then the queen died from heartbreak.
It was awesome how the teacher did this because he only showed one part at a time.

Papa Fro brought me back to my house. We actually talked and he left the wipers on most of the way home. silly. ^_^

I think that for future teachers I should go to a class of theirs or something to see how they teach.

While sitting in the cafe today talking with Mama C and listening to school house rock I decided that it was time to give up the nickname Cottonballs. Papa Fro never liked it in the first place... and it was only in my phone. So I changed it and now he is no longer under the C's. I also changed it in David's phone. It was just time for it. ^_^

Ninja report:
Nothing to report. Did not play today.

*shrug*

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Today... Today... Today...

I woke up at Mama C's house.

Papa Fro saved us from taking the bus. : D

Class was okish. Little kids came and we sang for them.

After class we all sat around like bums for a while. Papa Fro left and forgot his music there.

Mama C and Brother J and I had lunch with Daniel. It was kinda fun hanging out with him. ^_^ Lyle can't resist my hands : D

Came home after accidentally taking David's scarf. Had some bad communication with Papa Fro. Now I'm not sure if by later he meant tonight or later as in sometime I will catch you later. *shrug* I'm actually ok with staying home tonight. Unlike what he thinks its not that I want to escape all the time.I just like being around him.

So if it turns out that he meant later as in see you sometime and not as in see you tonight I will be ok with it... I think *shrug*


NINJA REPORT:
I am currently still ahead by 5. If tonight is not the later he was talking about then I will have won today.

*EDIT*
So it turns out that later did actually mean today. : D We went to the river. It was cold. But awesome. And there were BEAVERS : D
also, I won ninja : D

Again with the lateness..

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I hope that I can stick to the once a day posting. However... when you are hanging out with people at night it makes it hard to post.

As an add on to the last blog I posted I want to mention the words: Cookie, Compatible, and also single. : D that is all about that.
So this blog is for yesterday, Tuesday November 17

I woke up and did not feel like going to school at all. So I didn't. I had a sore throat and decided that left over cookie dough would be the best thing for it.

Later on I decided that I wanted to see Mama C and Papa Fro. I don't really feel like trying to explain it but I want to be around them a lot. So I took a shower and went to school.

While waiting for Mama C to get out of her class I was with David. He was going to tell me about his 'Jacob Black' story... Which I have been waiting for since I've known him basically. But as he started it Parkar walked up and David stopped telling. *grr*

Switched over to Mama C because her class got out and walked with her down the street to subway. We shared a sandwich that she got. I also knocked over the soda and split it all over the place. Across the street was Target and we went there to wait for Papa Fro. We played the demo for the Up game on xbox 360. It was kinda great : D. Spent a bunch of time doing random things and then Papa Fro and David were there. Then went to Papa's house and played some rock band 2 while he cleaned. At midnight it was home time and I spent the night at Mama C's house. Before bed we watched Up. It was sad. I almost cried.

Yep. That was Yesterday. Not going to write about today yet because its not over. And also not going to write about it because I'm not in a good state... *shrug*

NINJA REPORT:
I lost. Currently for today though I am winning... lets see if it lasts till I write the next journal. : D

COOKIES

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: D

So today was school... I REALLY can't wait until break comes. Chamber went very nicely.

Then went with mom to store and then home.

Got things to make cookies with. Sent a text to Nar and got a response back from Chas.

Made cookies and then mom brought me to Nar's house. Suprise Mama C was in papa Fro's room. : D

Still at his house. Currently playing more SC

Ninja Report.
Currently Losing to both Nar and Chas. Do not think that I will recover from either of them and will lose the day to both.


SHORT BLOG IS SHORT

Chocolate and Peanut butter

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Today was Sunday. I didn't go to church.

While not at church I wanted some chocolate and peanut butter... A craving I have been having recently thanks to Mama C. The only thing is we are all out of chocolate chips...

So I searched...

And found something else that will work.

CHOCOLATE FROSTING!!!! We had some left over from Grandpa's birthday cake. It was yummy. : D


Sat around the house. Watched a movie called the first daughter or something like that.

Once my mom got home I talked with her about an email I had gotten from my father. And basically that led to me calling and talking with David. We had a long phone conversation about fathers and whatnot.

Also about how we need to watch Howl's Moving Castle (REALLY GOOD MOVIE)

A text was sent Nar's way not too long after the phone convo. I was really in a mood today where I wanted to talk with people about what was going on. But he must have been busy / passed out because there was no response.
*shrug* hes a busy guy. Can't blame him. : D

While sitting in the nothingness I had a short talk with Chas ( I need to see him soon : D). He currently does not know the location of his drawing pad. I attempted to help him recall where it was last but didn't help much.

Then I decided to check out I fight Dragons a bit more. THEY ARE AWESOME BAND. Yes... so awesome they need no an. : D

If you sign up for their mailing list they send you free music. FREE MUSIC THAT ROCKS.

Also that led me to youtube to try and find some live vids from their shows.... which once I went to the home page I saw a new brotherhood 2.0 vid. You know... the vids that once inspired the blog war? The same ones that in a blog I never finished and is still sitting as a draft I said I would watch every single one of?
Yeah
Those ones.

So I went to their page and watched more of their vids from where I left off months ago.

THEY ARE AMAZING AND I MISSED WATCHING THEM.

<3 I have found a time suck that will help with not seeing people. that is... until I have seen all the vids.

<3 Tom for the call I just got. He wanted to make sure that I talked to him BEFORE I fell asleep tonight unlike the past two nights. <3

So I have been sleeping out in the front room the past nights (that I have slept in my house) and I liked it. But now my mom and her boyfriend are back in the house and I have been kicked back into my room. *sad*
So as I was forgetting about this blog and getting things ready for bed I went looking for the remote for the tv in my room. You know that one with the magical 'again' button that makes movies play over and over and over. Yeah that one.

I CAN'T FIND IT. I now need to figure out how to make my laptop do what the tv does. So I can sleep. Great.

Again with the no ninja to report. No Nar = no ninja.

Secret garden

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Can I have a secret garden?
Where its always summer time.
Somewhere to sleep on the grass.
Somewhere to hide.

Always nice and warm.
Swirling with scents that soothe the soul.
A place where you can calm your mind.
What a nice secret garden of mine.
- Me : D

Today was my Grandpa's birthday. Hes really old lol.

Slept till 1pm. Was surprised that I did. I did the dishes and then uploaded about 200 pictures on facebook.

Sat around... Made a cake...

Ended up calling Papa Fro. The convo went something like this...

*ring* *ring* *ring*
PF: Your mother says you love me.
Me: Huh, Hello? What?
PF: Nvm. Whats up?
Me: Do you think that opening an umbrella inside is bad luck?
PF:...... Why? Why are you asking? It sounds like your having a competition with someone.
Me: Do you really want to hear my thought process?
PF: YES
Me: Ok, so the other day I had my rainbow umbrella and someone was looking at it and I said that they could open it but they wouldn't because we were inside and then today I was sitting on my bed and saw my umbrella and thought, hey, I wonder what Papa Fro would say about it. So I called to ask.

lol. He then answered by saying things like Couldn't you see me doing this or Don't you think I would do that?...
Which when asked I realized that if I would have thought a little harder about it I could have made a good guess as to how he would answer.
Then a little later I was talking with my sister and she said that I basicly don't have to go to church tomorrow. Because there isn't enough room for everyone to go.

REALLY. I mean comeon.... the one Saturday that I have NOTHING to do... *sigh*

Well... No Ninja report tonight. I didn't see Nar today and so there is no winner or loser.

Emotionally tired

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Last night after I posted we sat around for a while longer and played more soul calibur. It was then time for everyone to go home. When we got into the car Papa Fro realized that he had hurt the inside of his palm and that it made it hard for him to shift. After a quick lesson Mama C shifted the car all the way to her house. Then David did the same to his house. I also was shifting for him once it was just him and I. But I really didn't want to come home. I didn't have school the next day and figured that there would be a better chance of hanging out with him if I was at his house lol. So I asked if it was ok. After we talked about it and he told me that I would be there alone we went to his house to drop me off.

[insert sleep here]

Around 8 or 8:30 ish I woke up a few seconds before my mom called me. She was mad that I forgot to let her know about me spending the night at Nar's house. So she was yelling at me and that's not a very good way to wake up. After I got off the phone I laid there and wondered about things. One of the things that crossed my mind was if Nar had made it home yet. Some time after the phone call Nar's parents came in to wake him up. The only thing is, I was there and not him. 'That's not John. That's a girl."

After figuring out that I was not him they left and shut the door. I still was laying in bed when a while after that Nar finally got home. Now at this point I was already starting to worry about getting home so I could do the dishes that my mom wanted done. Well, soon after Nar got home his mom and him started to 'but heads'. I really started to feel uncomfortable but then it stopped and Nar came in to his room. He told me good morning and that his mom wasn't in a very good mood. Then left. Then more arguing with the two of them.

I know that people argue. I don't think anything is wrong with that. I just can't handle hearing it. My dislike for it comes from when my mom and dad would fight when I was little. There has always been some kind of fighting in my family. Its mostly the voices. The angry sounding ones. I don't really care much about physical stuff. I had big issues with Nar just play acting with Brother J one day. This wasn't play acting. And Papa Fro's house is some where I feel like I can relax. Which I do. So it caught me off guard. I just kinda fell to pieces. And then to make it all worse my heart condition started acting up. I got really dizzy. I decided that I was going to get myself home. That I would just walk to ARC and take the bus home from there. I set a time of noon to leave his house to get to school around 12: 30.

After wasting some time I left. I didn't stop to say goodbye because I really didn't want to face him yet. So I walked to school. I wondered about how long it would take him to find me gone. I had to stop halfway through the S lot and sit for a little because I had gotten really dizzy. Then once I got to the bus stop he called. Asking me where I was and if I was ok. He offered to give me a ride and at first I turned him down, but then thought about it and asked him to get me.

Since he had someone else in the car I couldn't really explain the leaving of his house and everything. When he dropped me off I asked him to call me once he was done with his work. I then calmed down once I had been in my house for a while. Around 9 he texted and said that he had fallen asleep, which I don't blame him for doing, and that he had missed fencing. sad. I sorta talked to him over text. I will have to bring it up again though the next time I see him. Which I need to see him some time soon. Sometime where he is passive fro. Just for that little part of me that needs to be reminded that Nar is never like that. That I will most likely never hear him like that again. Just for that little part.

I want to have this amazing friendship with Papa Fro. I feel like its me that needs to try more and be more open for that to happen. And even if I feel like I am open, he needs to feel like I am too. This is something I am working on. I hope that it leads to good and not bad.

Also, I did end up losing ninja last night. He hit me about 200 times. Stupid pins that he does. lol
But guess what? While Mama C, Papa Fro and I were on the couch I got him. 50 times. Then he got me 5 times. and forgot about it. So now with 10 minutes to go I am ahead 45 times. :D
Also also, He said that if I hadn't of improved then he would just hit me 5 times. So him getting me hundreds of times is sorta like a compliment. lol. : D

Also also also, I'm sad. The yard work has torn his wonderful hands to shreds. Until they heal that means no more back rubs. T______T Heal quick :D

Wa wa wa wa wa wa wa

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Today was interesting. Went to choir and then was brought home by Taka for about 15 mins and then back to school for HOURS until Mama C got out of her class. Then David, Mama C and I walked... I mean 'adventured' over to Papa Fro's house.

We had to be ninjas and sneak into the house while Chalice was going on. As we came up to the driveway I said for them to be quiet ninjas and Mama C started going Wa wa wa wa wa wa wa.

lol...

Still at Papa Fro's house and don't know when home will be. Oh wait... maybe I'm already here.


I'm currently losing at ninja and dont think that its going to change.

Another Day of Nothing

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I thought that these days would never return.

Today I went to chamber. We went and sang with the vocal jazz groups instead of working on the music.

I remembered today that I used to love jazz and now miss singing it greatly.

*sigh* different me from different times.

They were amazing : D

Then went to the cafe and told Nar that I had won Ninja.... He then said that everyday he sees me he will make sure that I lose. Then I was restrained and he got my hand 299 times.... Yeah, he won today.

Came home and have been here ever since. Took a short nap and read from the handbook a bunch. I really need to finish it soon.

Maybe I will leave the house later tonight... but since I didn't request it earlier I doubt it will happen. But I never know... maybe a Chas and a Nar will show up and tell me to get into the car. Its never happened before but what better day then today?

And so he shall be known as Nar...

You open my eyes to help me see the stars and show me how beautiful the night sky can be
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At least for a time. I'm not so sure that the nickname of Nar will stick for very long, it will most likely end up being a situational nickname.

Sunday C:
After church I came home and Tom had to go back to his house. I decided that I would like to hang out with Mama Compton and Papa Fro and set to work on getting the three of us together. We ended up at Nar's house and talked for a while. Soul Calibur 4 was brought out and I made my own character. Now a little before this Nar asked for a name and Mama Compton gave the name of Ko or something like that. Then she said that he should have a twin brother named Ka which ended up getting extended to Kagaga. As I was naming my newly made character I thought back to the Kagaga and named it Anji Kagaga. : D We played a few rounds but then Mama C was getting a shoulder massage and stopped playing. I took Anji Kagaga through the story mode once and then was told by Nar to switch to Halo 3 (since I am supposed to be in training). He said to go through the campaign and I set it to normal. I really wasn't learning anything though because I have already been through the campaign on Heroic with Tom. I stopped playing that and just watched Mama C get her rub. It was decided that next time I receive a back massage from Nar more force will be used. After a while it was time to go and I spent the night with her.


Monday ^_^
Woke up and walked to the bus stop by Mama C's house. Took so long to get to school on the bus from her house. New goal to attempt to get from my house to her by bus sometime. Chamber was interesting. At one point I had to sing out louder than what I was so I could be heard. : D DAVID THE GREAT BROUGHT ME AMAZING TOMATO SOUP FROM SANTA CRUZ. His hair cut is amazing. While sitting in the cafe I found a very tired Lyle. After eating around half of the tomato soup I started to give him a head and neck rub. I don't normally do this because I don't know what I am doing, but Lyle was very tired and he has given me some pretty amazing back rubs. After a while of that though I asked him if he could rub my neck since I had woken up with it hurting. Now I'm not sure what he did but whatever he did it made my neck worse. Sad. Then Mama C, Brother J and I waited around school till Papa Fro got out of his fencing lesson. We then headed back to his house and more new characters were made. After many testings and changes we all three ended up with some really nice characters. It was decided to stay for the Chalice rehearsal because no one wanted to go home yet. Now normally we just sit in Nar's room and act like we don't exist. But during the rehearsal this time Jt's Mother came in and asked if we would come and be distracting for them. lol. After Chalice was over Nar came back and we all laid around for a while. I asked if he would work on my neck for a bit but he couldn't do it from the position he was in and said he would eventually. Then it was time for Mama C to go home and then Brother J next. Before I was taken home we stopped by and visited Dawn at her all nighter in Denny's. While there at some point Jt was acting rather full of himself. And then the name of Nar came to mind as something that might work for his nickname. : D After around 7 hot cocos it was time for me to go home. I was very glad for the car rides last night because Nar and I actually had semi-deep conversations. I can't wait for more like them.
P.s. I lost at ninja this day.

Tuesday :D
Woke up and did NOT want to go to school. But figured that if I did there would be some chance of getting my still hurt neck fixed by Papa Fro. The only thing is he didn't show up for class today. So I sat around school with Taka and David and the Cafe group of friends. Taka actually asked me to take pictures of her outside and of course I couldn't pass it up. After a few pictures though the rest of the Cafe group followed us outside and it became more of a group thing. Over all 248 pictures were taken. Just about every picture is full of funniness. There was teaching and then playing of real ninja, we made a human pyramid, Ymani was killed by David, Brother J and I molested each other repeatedly, and so much more. Then Taka, David and Abril took me home. And even though it is 30 mins early I am declaring victory of impromptu ninja today. : D I got Nar's hand when he put me into the choke hold at Denny's. : D


Now it is time for sleeping and maybe some dreaming. Most likely there will be some Spors of some sorts.

Nighty night blog.

... watermelon. Or like a panda with a mean face, or like sandals with pressure points drawn on them, or the smell of a black board eraser, or a Sunday morning where you wake up and its raining. Well, I like him more than hard bread.

After Sex

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So yesterday Lizifer came over to watch season 4 of How I Met Your Mother. :D It was a blast.

We then decided that we wanted to hang out with Jt and arranged going to his house. After getting there we picked out the screener called 'After Sex'.


lol

It was interesting : D


TRUST GOOOOONNNENNENNENEEE~ : D

A few weeks at a time.

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: D
Yay blog times!
I'm not sure if this blog will have any kind of order..., just be warned.

So recently I have started to become really good friends with Jen Compton, who was mentioned in one of my last blogs. She is really amazing and we have a lot in common.
: D I'm glad that she is my friend.

In the past weeks I have spent a great deal of time hanging out with her and Jt. There was the day last week that we had a emergency chamber rehearsal at Jt's house and then Liz, JenM, Jen and I ended up spending the night there. Liz and JenM passed out kinda early but the other three of us stayed up and talked for a long time. ^_^ around 3am we decided that it was food time and Jt made Jen and I some really amazing milkshakes and burritos. Since it was around the giggling hour I ended up laughing for a while at the sight of the left over beans dropping into the bowl. (lol). After food we moved back onto the couch bed thing and I fell asleep while Jen and Jt stayed up talking. ^_^ fun times.

Then there was the day this week (I'm pretty sure it was Wednesday) where we all were working on As Vesta was after class and decided that we wanted food. So one car went to the store while Jt and I went to his house. Then Jen, JenM , Liz, and Justin showed up with rice and milkshake things and we then all started to help with the food prep. There were dishes that needed done that Jen and I took care of and there was rice that needed to be cooked which Justin took care of. Liz and Jen sat in the front room because Liz wasn't feeling so good and Jt was doing things here and there that needed done. Soon it was time to eat and then after Jen and I did the dishes that we had dirtied with the meal. Jt made some more amazing milkshakes for everyone and then I had to go home. You would think that the day would be over at this point.... BUT WAIT! It doesn't : D

Later on after Jt was done at fencing I was retrieved again and we went and picked up Chas. It was decided that a mock situation needed to be done so while Jt was setting that up Chas and I played some Halo 3. Now, I'm not great at Halo and so I need to be trained in the ways : D So that is what Chas was kinda helping with. Then it was time for us to see what Jt had in store for our characters.... The only thing is I knew nothing of what to do. : D So it took us hours to get to where he was expecting us to be in about 30 mins. Both his and Chas' character died and I didn't know what else to do at that point. So we stopped, Chas was taken home and then I got a wonderful back rub.

^_^ I really like the group that I have been with. I'm glad that my life is no longer boring everyday. Only now I have the problem of wanting to be around them too much, even getting anxious when I'm not. I just need to find a balance so that I don't become annoying to them.

Well... I think that if I have the time I will start trying to post everyday again.
We shall see if it will happen.

Relaxation

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOM : D

So teh awesome is back. Last night I decided to ask Cottonballs some random questions over the phone and ended up getting invited out to a donut shop.

lol.... He sang some 'you lose ninja' carols to me. : D

Then there was almost riding of the giant cock that is on the corner of hazel and Madison. but it wasn't possible.

Then Tom got to spend the night and it was bring your boyfriend to school day today. : D
After chamber Tom, Justin, Cottonballs and I decided to go eat. I ended up seeing Jen C. and asked her to come too. We then took the food to Cottonballs' house and sat around there for a few hours. Tom left to go and get his brothers and sister from school and I ended up staying there.
I love just sitting around with other people.

Then I had the most relaxing moment I have EVER had (besides a backrub).

Jen, Cottonballs and I were laying on the waterbed and she was giving him a hand massage. Justin started playing some Eric Whitacre and I asked him to play the song 'sleep'.

The only light was from the outside, which it was overcast and so wasn't that strong. The music was amazing and no one was talking. I was laying on what has become one of my favorite beds in one of the most relaxing rooms. For those few moments we all just were. Just living together. No drama, no stress, no expectations.

We all just were.

I wish it would have happened sooner because shortly after that moment it was time to leave. Jen (thankfully) drove me home.

And even though home mostly makes it hard to relax I am still feeling the calm of that room and those people.


<3

And So it Starts Again.

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I'm getting sick. I don't want to be.

Going to try a method I heard of recently 'When ever I feel sick I stop being sick and start being awesome.'

: D

Yesterday ultimate was canceled and Tom got to come down for the weekend, which he wasn't supposed to be able to do.

Spent most of the day getting him into How I met your mother. ^_^

After a bit of texting with Chas I was sent this: 'Awesome! I will totally draw her when my arm isnt tired lol'

I then replied and re-read the text. And busted up laughing.

RE-READ it.

lol

Yeah so I texted back pointing out why it was funny.
Then he said that he thought that might be the reason, but thought that I was more mature than that...
LOL
>.<

Today I woke up and didn't feel so well and didn't go to church.
Slept for a while and then watched more how I met your mother with Tom.

Now I am blogging and most likely going to go shower in a bit.

: D

Maybe everyother day posting?

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Its day 289 and I only have 289 blogs... Project failed ish.

I really wish that I would have been posting blogs everyday. It would have been nice to have a day by day of the past few months.

Mostly it was spent with really amazing people.

Met lots of new people like Chas.

Became really good friends with people like Jt.


School right now is really easy.

Today has been boringish.

I came home after chamber and slept for a while almost nekked in my room. : D

I'm now home alone with nothing to do. I think that everyone is busy tonight. (lame)

*sigh*

*end time 6:26pm*

Hmm... This isn't procrastination I swear

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Wow... this project fell on its face.

So much has happened / changed since I last wrote a blog.

Summer ended. The last week before it did was amazing though. I actually started to live a life instead of passively going through the motions.

After the week of awesome it took some time to adjust to school. I was craving interaction from people out side of school. Especially the new friendships I had just started. I think that I have finally gotten a balance now.

School is going ok. I really need to work more on the music over all.

So far this week has been alright. Would like to have gotten a bit more sleep but would take the lack of sleep and getting to be with people over not getting to be with people.


Maybe I will start keeping this blog again.

Maybe it will fall on its face and I wont.

I really can't say for sure but I will try to upkeep it.

Anji~

Interesting phone call

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Today I decided to call my dad because I haven't talked to him in a while. While on the phone with him I said something about the upcoming camping trip with Tom's family. When I said that it was at half moon bay he came back with this comment:
"Your mom went there with her boyfriend while I was working in San Jose. They rode horses."

So while the rest of the conversation was ok this statement stuck with me.
When my mom got home I asked her about it.

I really didn't care if my mom had a boyfriend while she was married to my dad. He didn't treat her right anyways.

This is what she told me:

' There was this guy that your dad found living underneath a bridge. He invited him into our home to live with us and your grandparents. We got to be really good friends. We were not in a relationship with each other. He asked me to leave with him but I told him that I was married to your dad and that I couldn't. Everyone else thought that we were too close.
We did go to half moon bay because we had to take your Uncle Marion there for treatments. No we didn't ride horses but he did throw me into the ocean before we left.
His mom came and visited and she asked the same thing, 'why are you staying with this man when he treats you as he does. I haven't ever seen my son this happy. '
The way that your dad treated me ended up making him go crazy. He couldn't stand seeing it so he started to do drugs. When he was doing too many your Uncle Bob took him to Oregon and left him there.'

I remember this guy from my childhood. I really thought that he was awesome.
After she said this I told her that was really sad. I asked if he ever got clean and she said yes.

I was about to say lets go on a road trip and pick his ass up but then she said:

'He is married now. (after another thats sad from me..) The sad part is he called me when we were living on St. Phillomenia way. ( A few years ago) He called and asked me if I was happy. He said that he had met someone who he was thinking about asking her to marry him. But before he did ask her he wanted to make sure that I was happy. Because he would have come for me if I wasn't and left the other girl. Paul was sitting right there listening to everything I was saying. I lied and told him that I was happy. So he got married."


This is the saddest thing ever. My mom could have been happy for the rest of her life.


Thats all.

Nothing is going on

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So we are about half way through summer.

I'm really bored all the time and don't really have anything to write about.


In a few weeks I will be going camping with Tom and his family. We are going to half moon bay and this red woods place by.... SANTA CRUZ!

xD
Yeah, I might be able to go and have Eric's tomato soup. ^_________________^


Other than that I don't really know what else summer will be like.

Day Six 6-13-09

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Today was the annual clean up of the beach that is out in front of my Uncle's powerplant.

We cleaned it up

Then ate some food

I found out that we were close by where Tom's Grandma lives.
And that there is a chapel where Sprit taped their commercial. You know that one where they do the wedding. Yep.

Then walked back down the beach to the car.

Left and came home.

Then after dinner we went to downtown disney to shop and stuff.

They had a TWO STORY build-a-bear.

So I went shopping for Lomo and got him a peter pan outfit.

Then it was off to the 'world of disney' store.

That was the biggest store I have ever been in.
It was huge.

I ended up getting a cook book (the 15$ one, not the 60$ one that I wanted)

Then we came back here and slept.

Day Five 6-12-09

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Today there wasn't really a plan so we decided to go to Hollywood.

Got there and looked at some stars on the ground and the Chinese theater.

Then went to the kodak theater / mall and stayed there all day.

Saw some peoples from America's next top model.

Found out that 'How Do I look' was being taped there that day.

Yeah... that was about it.
Came home and slept.

Day Four 6-11-09

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Today was my mom's Birthday. We went to Disneyland to celebrate ^_^.

It was really fun. Teresa and I went on every ride (that was worth it) in just that one day.

Here is a copy of the list and the rides that we did and didnt ride.
It will either have an X saying that we didn't ride it or a number. The number that is first is the order of when we did it.

*Our Grand Disneyland Adventure*

Tomorrowland
X 1. Astro Orbitor. This ride was shut down for remodeling. We were going to replace it with going to the innoventions thing.. but didn't have time.
4. 2. Autopia
2. 3. Buzz Lightyear Astro Blasters
20. 4. Disneyland Monorail
8. 5. Disneyland Railroad. This ride was on my list more than once because it has more than one stop.
24. 6. Finding Nemo Submarine Voyage. This was the longest ride in the park. Long line T_T
6. 7. "Hony, I Shrunk the Audience"
5. 8. Space Mountain. Fast pass used
3. 9. Star Tours

Fantasyland
X 10. Alice in wonderland. Had too long of a line all day and was just cut for time reasons.
X 11. Casey Jr. Circus Train. I couldn't find the line for this ride so it was cut for time.
X 12. Dumbo the Flying Elephant. This was shutdown half of the day so when it reopened it had a line way too long.
19. 13. Its a small world
17. 14. King Arthur Carrousel
7. 15. Mad Tea Party
25. 16. Matterhorn Bobsleds. Mom waited for half the line while we were on Nemo.
X 17. Mr Toad's wild Ride. Long line again for a little kid ride. Not worth it.
1. 18. Peter Pan's Flight
16. 19. Pinocchio's Daring Journey
X 20. Storybok Land Canal Boats. This ride was shut down for parades and stuff. Time time time
15. 21. Sleeping Beauty Castle Walkthrough

Frontierland
23. 22. Big Thunder Mountain Railroad. Fast pass used
9. 23. Rafts to Tom Sawyer Island

Adventureland
14. 24. Enchanted Tiki Room
22. 25. Indiana Jones Adventure. Fast pass used. Rode again with single rider passes.
13. 26. Jungle Cruise. Grandpa fast pass used.

New Orleans Square
11. 27. Haunted Mansion. Grandpa fast pass used.
12. 28. Pirates of the Caribbean. Grandpa fast pass used.

Critter Country
10. 29. Splash Mountain. Fast pass used.
X 30. The many Adventures of Winne the Pooh. My mom the poohnut didn't even want to ride this ride. So cut for time it was. ^_^

Mickey's Toontown
X 31. Chip 'n Dale Treehouse. This wasn't even a ride, I don't know why it was even on the list >.>
18. 32. Gadget's Go Coaster
21. 33. Roger Rabbit's Car Toon Spin. Fast pass used.

Park hours were 9am to 9pm. Normally the park is open until midnight but this night was grandnight and so the park closed early.

So the plan was to run as the park opened and go to peter pan. This is one of the only rides that I haven't been on so I really wanted to ride it. I had rode 'the ride' but it was set up for the E.T. movie when I was 7 so I really didn't ride 'the ride'. The peter pan ride is known for its incredable long line all day. So we rode this ride and then went over to the astro blasters after getting fast passes for space mountain. Star Tours was right there and so we rode it and then we thought that it would be good to do Autopia. Mom and Jen took a smoke break which was kind of sad because to be able to ride everything we needed to keep up the 3 rides a hour minimum. That ended up being a long ride but it was ok because then we ran to space mountain. At this time we still were with My mom, my sister Valerie and my cousin Jen. After space it was the movie honey I shrunk the audience. My mom and Jen needed to Smoke and so we went and rode the Mad Tea party which didn't have that long of a ride. Then it was time to head over to the other side of the park and we took the rail road to cut time.

We sat down and had lunch and Teresa and I ran and got Splash Mountian fast passes. After a lunch mom and Jen had to smoke AGAIN so we rode the rafts to Tom Sawyer Island. We ran around it and then went back over and got in line with our fast passes for Splash Mountain. Now... this ride scares the crap out of me because of the last time that I rode it, which was when I was 7. Yeah... Ended up being great ^_^. This is when we heard that the rest of my family was in the park so we called them over to the Hunted Mansion to use Grandpa as a fast pass.

If you ever don't want to wait in line for ANYTHING in Disneyland (not California adventure) Then go to the park with some one in a wheel chair.
After that we used him again for Pirates of the caribbean. Then it was on to use him again for the Jungle Cruise. The 'skipper' that we had was really funny and great. This is when Mom and everyone else lost heart for the challenge and told Teresa and I to go off on our own. So we did.

I had crossed the Tiki room off my list at first but this ended up being the first thing that Teresa and I did together. Then we went and did the Sleeping Beauty Castle Walkthrough. Another thing that I had never done. It was great. Then Pinocchio's Daring Journey, King Arthur Carrousel, Gadget's Go Coaster. After a really small line for its a small world we walked back over to check the line for the nemo ride. Still being really long we looked over and saw that something was being set up where the Jedi Training Academy was held at. I went up to ask this Guy what was going on.
Me- "Whats going on here?"
Him (as he reaches out and grabs my Camera) - "Have you heard of Mitchel Musso?"
Me -"uh...... no?"
Him - "well he is having a concert here." (takes a picture of himself)
Me- "oh... umm... ok."

Yeah... that was really weird.
So Disneyland was starting a new summer thing the next night with new fireworks and everything. I guess that they will be having a dance party thing everything too which is where the concert was at. I was bummed because I wanted ot see the new fireworks which were the day AFTER we were there. T_T yeah.

Teresa and I rode the Disneyland Monorail marking the 20th ride that day. We took our fast passes that we had got when we went on the Go coaster and rode the Roger Rabbit Car Toon Spin. Then more fast passes that were got after the Jungle cruise to ride Indiana Jones Adventure. Even though we had fast passes there was a long line. T_T but in line we saw that people had passes that said 'single rider' on them. After asking someone they said that you could get them from the person outside. So we ended up getting some of them and rode this ride twice (even though we both REALLY had to pee). Big thunder mountain railroad with fast passes and then we headed over to the nemo ride. On the way Teresa swore that she saw Selena Gomez on top of this roof top. Yeah.. I didn't know if it was her or not.

The line was still as long as ever but we got into it. Right after I took my phone out and saw that my mom had tried to call me so I called her.
She tells me that they are getting on to the nemo ride with Grandpa. So we get out of line to try and go with them.
But then she says that they are getting on right then. So Teresa and I wait for them to get off and we ask Grandpa if he would do it again. He says no of course so Teresa and I have to get back into the huge line.
While waiting for what seemed like forever the concert started. Yeah... not all that great. FINALLY we got onto the ride and sat down. It was worth the wait but wasted so much time. I have the whole thing on video.
As we got out of the ride mom called and told us that they were in line for us at our last ride, the Matterhorn Bodsleds. That was really nice.
We rode the final ride and then went to try and get a good spot for the fire works.
On the way people started to shove us out of the way and I don't really know what all happened but then Slena walked right past us with her friend from her show. Yeah... Teresa was right. ^_^

Met up with the family and got ready for the fireworks. We find out that they would be premiering the new fireworks that night. I was so happy. I recorded the whole thing ^__^.

The park closed and the day ended. It was great but I don't think that I will try that again unless I have really commited people with me. ^_^ Bribing might be nice too. xD

Day Three 6-10-09

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Today was nothing day.

We had nothing planned the whole day.

Mostly to let us get ready for Disneyland tomorrow...

Oh and guess what I found out.
They paid 64$ to go to ONLY Disneyland for ONE DAY.
But uncle Glen told us that he could have paid 96$ to go for THREE DAYS to BOTH PARKS.
T______________________________________________________T


I got jipped on this vacation. I mean come on. The day AFTER we go they are going to have a new fireworks show and new EVERYTHING T____________________T
THE DAY AFTER

Yeah... T__________________________T

Good news though. Today I got a call from Suncoast, you know that really cool store.
Yeah, They said that they are going to call me on Tuesday for an interview ^___^

yeah. ^_^

T__________________________________________________________________T
I hope that tomorrow goes as planed. I am going to be going on EVERY ride I hope.

End day 3

Day two 6-9-09

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Today we went to Seaworld.

I have never been to seaworld before. After a hour and half long drive and some more nap time we got there.

Wasn't as big as I thought that it would be.

We met up with my cousin Merle and his new girlfriend. She was really nice ^_^.

Teresa and I left with Merle and Girlfriend and went out on our own like normal.

First off was one of three rides 'journey to Atlantis'
It was really cool, there were these dolphins before the ride. Then once we got on the ride it has a drop like splash mountain and then a really cool ride up this elevator in your car. Then after that its a roller coster ride. It ended up with another drop and the ride was done.

We then headed over to the penguins and rode another ride called wild Arctic. It was like star tours.

So by the time that we met up with everyone at 2:30 we had just about everything in the park. All we had left to do was a few shows and then the famous sky tower.
We saw the Shamu show... it was ok.
Then we saw a circus show that was really cool, I have the whole thing on video and don't know if I will upload it.... ^_^

Then we all met up for a lunch out side of the park.

After lunch Grandpa was supposed to be able to go up to the exit of the park and get his rented wheelchair back... But they said that we had to go back to the entrance and show them the receipt to get it back.
So Teresa and I left to go and ride the Skytower and left everyone else there.

Well....... I guess that my Grandpa got tired and so my mom told him to sit on his walker that has a seat and she would push him. And then there was a crack in the cement... >.>

So my Grandpa went over backwards but he is fine now.



After that we saw the Dolphin show and the sea lion show.
Both were great.


And then we got my mom to ride the Atlantis ride with Teresa and I.... And we said that 'if you ride in the back you wont get wet...' Well..... We had to ride in the front. And we got SOAKED.

So the ride home Teresa and I had our pants off.... xD


End day 2 ^_^

LA. Day one 6-8-09

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This is the day that we would leave to go down to my Uncle's house. Lots of fun.

So the night before I had a bunch of stuff to do because I hadn't really packed yet. I ended up staying up all night with Tom and got everything done and packed for the trip.
I woke my mom and sister Valerie up at 4am and we left at 5am.

Hit the road and then we were off on the 438 mile trip to my Uncle's.

Around sunrise we stopped at one of the random Vista Points along the way.
It was cool...... but then these people woke up and got out of their car and started to pee right there.... Yeah.. . >.>


Then I wasn't feeling very well and we stopped at Denny's.

Nothing much really happened most of the trip so lets just skip the rest.

We got to the house before my Grandpa and sister Teresa got there from the airport ( they got to fly down T_T )

I ended up being really tired and went to sleep until a dinner of pizza.

Then more sleep.

End of Day one!

This morning

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Yeah Yeah.... I know

I need to write my blogs EVERY DAY....

I'll get to it now that I am home and will be for the week.

I'm not going to write about the days past so deal : P



Anyways.

My summer so far has had some really boring parts.

Movie wise I have watched some of my old Favorites over and over again. Tom and I have been with each other for the past week or so. Sleep overs and events made us be able to see each other every day ^_^. He had to leave yesterday though and so now I wont see him for the rest of the week T_T. Normally I would be a lot sadder about that, but guess what?

I HAVE KITTENS!!!!

Yeah, last night I couldn't sleep all that well so I ended up passing out some time after 3 ish. My mom woke me up a few mins ago by putting all three adorable kittens on me and told me to watch them.
One of the best ways to wake up xD

They really can move now and so they were all over me looking for places to go.
It was great.

I'm going to miss them once they are gone though. Only two weeks left T_T.
Jasper has started to interact with them giving Alice a break from them here and there. Even though he was raised by us he knows what to do. I'm so proud!

I get to have the kittens to my self all this week. My sisters are still in school. And then on Sunday we are leaving for a week to go to LA for my mom's birthday. Tom gets to stay here all week. Then once we get back all the kittens will be leaving. The one that Tom is taking actually gets to go right home with him the day we get back. T_T

I finally got to go to barns and nobles and get something with the gift cards that I have. I decided that I would get the next book of the Sookie Stackhouse series (more commonly known as true blood, the books that the HBO series are based from)
I don't really own the rest of the books, but seeing as the person that I would barrow them from was my boss, I decided to get it. Yesterday with Tom gone and having nothing to do.... I Kinda read the whole book. I didn't really mean to seeing as I have this trip coming up and we only have plans for two of the days.... but you know how I get with books.
Over all the book was really short. Only 311 pages. I was expecting a book that would clear up at least some of the questions that the last book had left... but it didn't really. The ending was really open ended and there is going to be another book. When, I don't know because this one came out this May.
In this one the main is leaning towards the guy that I like the most in the books.... Well actually I like the Weretiger (yeah thats right) the most but he really wasn't a choice for her this book. The book was funny and sad and action packed all at the same time (like normal). I liked how the main actually says that its weird that everything all ways happens to her. I hate it when the charaters act like nothing will ever go wrong again after they solve a problem. YEah
I will get theh next book once it comes out.

I also watched the movie Fanboys. .
OH MAN YOU HAVE TO SEE IT.

Its about nerds.... Who want to break into SKYWALKER RANCH.
Its so nerdy and great.
WATCH IT.

also watched Mall Cop last night.
Really boring.
Not all that great...

Yeah >.>

Thats all for now.

Talk to you later.

T_T

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I am sad that I'm not at fanime right now.
T_T

But there is next year

And I am going then.



So its summer time.

This summer I hope to get a job and make some moneys

also I hope that lots of things get planed.


I will start writing the story for our manga... Wahh.
sooon

today is mostly going to be nothing to do.

but tonight my mom and I might go to bennihannas


^_^

Thats all...

4-23-09

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Went to choir. It was good.

Then I actually went to my Hum class.
lol
There was a paper due O.o but I did it ^_^

I learned that you shouldn't do origami on white paper. lol

Then I went and hung out for a bit with David and Taka and Parker.

Then it was Italian time.

LOL

David played hide and seek with the Teacher. xD

She also showed us how to set the table in Italy.
And I really want to have some paste. They sound really good.

^__^

O.O Choir festival tomorrow.

Great.

13 more days! ^_^

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Dans.
Everyday? lol

Tans.
God.

My question.
What is the craziest field trip you have been on?

4-22-09

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So today it was mostly working on the stuff for chamber.
Since the choir festival is on Friday we needed to get a lot of stuff done.

Then Tom and I came home and I didnt go to piano.

Didn't do much the rest of the day.

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Dans.
A lot of bugs.
lol.

Tans.
Maybe? lol.

My Question.
What is the worst that you have ever been hurt? (like physically)