Sunday 11-29-09

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You know that today is the only 11/29/09 that there will ever be?

Its odd to think about it but it is. No matter what the future brings there will NEVER be another day like this day.

Not that anything interesting happened today.

Its just the only day of its kind.

Sometimes I think too much. I wont have anything to do and then I will just start thinking.

The world was here before I was born but I wasn't in the world. The world will go on after I die.
What if I have no impact, and I am forgotten after I am gone? Does it really matter because I wont be here anyways. When I see God what will I do? Forever seems like such a long time. What would it be like to just stop existing? Who will be in heaven? Will I be sad about the good friends of mine that wont be there?

What if I would have gone to a different high school? Where would I be now? If I had went to granite bay like I wanted to would I have turned into someone else? I wouldn't have met Tom, so would I be with someone?

I don't like being alone for that long. I hate the thought that I wont have all my friends with me in heaven. I get so scared and sad that I shake and can't control my self. I really love everyone with all my heart.

Today was alright. Went to church and had nursery. I spent the first half holding baby Robin while she slowly fell asleep. She is cute : D
Then I came home, was mad at my family. Didn't eat and went to sleep while reading.

Texted Papa Fro about wanting to watch Samurai Champloo. I have wanted to watch this since I heard about it from a friend. He ended up saying that he can't tonight, but he will soon with me.

You know, for all the time that I have hung out with him, I've only ever really hung out with him once alone (I said twice and counted the river, but he said that wasn't hanging out and that it didn't count.) Him saying that really made me think about it. And he is right. There was that time that I went to his house the Thursday before Halloween and we watched that movie. Its not like I have been avoiding hanging out with him alone, it just hasn't happened. I don't really care much about it either, as long as I am not ignored. : D

Wow... tonight I am just in write what I am thinking mode. Maybe its the book that I am reading called 'Write Naked'
Its a good book. I wish every thing was a simple as it.

Well, I hope I feel ok tomorrow. Sleepy time should be soon.
Ninja Report:
I think that Papa won... yeah.

The Return of Ultimate... Sorta

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: D So there hasn't been any Ultimate for a while and yesterday Papa Fro decided that it was time to start it again. The only thing is we didn't even play because there wasn't enough people. So we basicly just threw the disc around. lol... then the guys started to play strip frisbee... And then Jordan came back with his fencing equipment so they fenced.

We all headed to Papa's house then and went in and warmed Mama C up. She met Jordan for I think the second time as he laid on top of her lol.

We played some soul calibur 4 and then eventually people left and it was just Mama, Papa, and I.

We watched the movie Harvey which ended up being really cool and then Papa made us some burritos.
We went back to laying down and we all fell asleep till I woke up and spent an hour trying to wake them up. lol...

Finally got home around 4:30am.

Ninja Report.
If anything he won.

Sleeping and Sweets

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Last night wasn't so good for me. I didn't sleep and watched movies.

Would have slept in WAY longer but my Uncle called me and woke me up.

Today when he was on the way to see my mom at work the person in front of him hit a homeless guy. My uncle stopped to check on him and he was doing ok. Then when my uncle went back to his car to leave it wouldn't start. Not even after the cops gave him a jump. He ended up having to buy a new battery for his car.
Great way to start off the day : D

Then I was asked for a wish list. I don't really expect anything from my mom this year because she won't be able to buy anything. But my uncle and aunt want to get us some stuff. ^_^

So all I really want is kinda a big gift. I want a 3rd gen Ipod nano. Its soo cute.

But I couldn't just give them one choice. So I put down some other stuff. I even emailed my think geek wish list to my uncle's email account. I don't really think that I am going to get the Ipod though because of something else on the list that I gave them. I wrote down the cooking stuff... the demarle products. And my mom just went on and on and on about it to my aunt. So I think that I might be getting something from there, which is still really awesome. : D

It started to really storm earlier. It was hailing and thundering and lightening-ing. There was so much hail that it covered the street like snow. It was crazy. Thankfully though the power stayed on.

Then after dinner I made some fudge and also made some ice cream in a ziplock baggy. It was all pretty good.

I can't wait for tomorrow.

Btw here is the link for the think geek wish list. If it doesn't work you can just search for my email: eowyn_amaya@yahoo.com
: D
https://www.thinkgeek.com/brain/gimme.cgi?wid=81dcf84b7


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Paradise kiss, Look for me by moonlight, and Remembering Blue. Things you remind me of.

Thanksgiving

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Woke up today kind of cranky but then got over it :D

Teresa and Uncle made some bacon.

Started cooking dinner.

Well, it was more like lunch...

It was really good food.

Tom left and then came back and played some taboo. It was fun.

I am thankful for all of my friends. I don't know what life would be like without them.

*sigh* Just another day.

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Woke up and wasn't in the best of moods. Went to chamber and it was ok. We picked out our secret Santa people today. ^_^ I am happy with who I got and have already figured out what to get them. Found out that Bert isn't going to be around much longer. I was sad.

Found out that Mama C was going out of town this whole weekend and that she was going to ask me to go with her. To the beach. And the chef that was cooking thanksgiving dinner. But I couldn't go because my uncle and aunt were going to be here from L.A.

Came home and had a nice phone conversation with Chas. Talked about some random things ^_^ I wanna see him soon. We really need to hang out more.

Tom left and was gone most of the day. He went and hung out with some of his friends. ^_^

After Tom got home we just laid around for a while.
So Tom and I were laying on the bed and he turns to me. "Did Dr. H really say that flat chested girls are not any fun?"

Yes... Dr. H really did say that in class today. lol.

My uncle and aunt got here and we made some egg noodles.
It was great fun ^_^

Long day of nothingness

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Woke up and didn't go to class today.

I would have really liked to be with people... but I don't want them to feel like I am bothering them all the time. T_T

I really need to work on my sensitive-ness. I don't need to get upset when I don't get to see people. I don't need to get upset when they say things. Really. It can stop.
I don't like that I need people this much. And because I need them this much I want them to need me too... But they don't. And so because I am sensitive it hurts me... I don't really know what to do about it other than trying to get over it. Because I don't want them to get annoyed by me. Thats the last thing that I want.


Ninja Report.
I WIN :D Yeah... When we were trying to wake Nar up from sleeping... I hit his hands... a bunch. : D

Long day of sleepyness

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Yesterday was good ^_^

Went to chamber and then stayed at school till Justin was done with his rehearsal. Then went to Papa Fro's house where he was sleeping. Brother J, Tom, and I all laid down with him and we fell asleep too. Mama C showed up at around 6 and she laid down too. ^_^

Well... We stayed there for a really long time and then Papa Fro had to talk to someone. We left to Mama C's house and had some turkey. : D

We also watched the brothers grim.

Papa Fro ending up showing up at Mama C's house and then Mama and Papa fell asleep together. It was kinda funny because we needed to wake them up... so Papa wouldn't get shot by Mama's dad... And when we would try they would just snuggle back up. So cute.

Came home and got some sleep. : D

NINJA REPORT:
I lost.... To Tom and Nar. But I won with Brother J. : D

Church : D

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Went to church today. Then came home and then went back for the thanksgiving dinner. It was all really good food.

Now playing FFX2. And about to go to bed. night night.

"I'ma moooooogle. I'ma moooooogle. I'ma moooogle. With balloons?! I'ma moogle with balloons! I'ma moogle with balloons!"

Ninja Report:
No ninjaing today. Although there was bunches of whip cream and no Papa Fro to eat it. Yummy.

FFX

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^_^ Today I woke up and was at Mama C's house. We watched some of the princess bride and then she took me to Rachel's new house. I painted for a bit and then Rachel brought me home.

Tom came down today : D

We went to the library and then to blockbuster. I got a bunch of books and we got the movies the ugly truth and I love you beth cooper.

We watched the ugly truth. lol Frowny McFlaccid.

Then we decided that Tom should play through the last part of FFX that I hadn't seen yet.

While he was playing I was updating facebook.
*'The final summoning will be yours...' totally a whore.
*Lulu is amazing... Sadness that Tom doesn't agree.
*I don't think that if everyone in the world started to sing at the same time that you would be able to hear it in the air...
*Dude... for being the strongest summons they don't do much... Such tempers.
*'It looks like-" "A venus flytrap with a fish man mummy coming out of it?" "Well yeah, but I was going to say that thing from naruto."
*Plant the flowers and then come to them ultimate summons.... And then do something... if you choose to not take a break..
*Dude... that chick in the bumblebee outfit... her ultimate attack is amazing. OVERKILL
*'Umm... did you just beat Sin?' ' Yeah, I think I am going to have to put Yuna into overdrive to show you their overdrive...'
*You can play blitz ball... in the airship... Wha?
*I can totally speak in Al Bhed.
*Yuna: "I wonder if Sir Jecht is in pain." Tom: " I wonder if you have ever had sex on top of an airship."
*SUPOR ASIAN!!
*'Whats that line for?' 'He is charging up for a super attack.' 'Will he kill you?' 'Um... I don't know.' 'DEFEND TILL HE HITS YOU!'
*'If there was any guy I would be attracted to it would be a guy who could speak al bhed.' - Tom...
*I wanna be so epic that I don't have to open my mouth to laugh. Yay seymour. go you and your epic battle. (only it wasn't. One hit overkill.)
*reverse necrophilia... Where the dead wants to do you.
*AUTO PHOENIX DOWN! FTW
*'If **** favorite final fantasy is 8 I will totally date him' -Tom...
*... In the ultimate attack, delta attack... All I could say when I saw the shiny pyramid is that it looked like a D4.
*So.. I saw that Jecht had an over drive bar showing and told Tom to let him use it. So instead of just defending Tom told Tidus to talk with him. And then once he could overdrive it said that Tidus' voice affected Jecht and didn't overdrive.
*Yojimbo totally just did a one hit mega slash. :D
*Tidus: 'freeze frame high five!'

lol, yeah. Totally found al bhed translator. http://albhed.netfirms.com/

Ninja Report:
Nothing here. No Papa Fro today.

: D

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Friday was lots of fun.

Chamber went alright. : D

And then I realized that I miss Liz lots. She has been sick and not able to hang out with us. Sad. But now she is getting better. : D

After class Mama C and Brother J and I went to Starbucks with Zach. He is pretty cool.

Then it was to Mama C's house and we started the newer version of Pride and Prejudice. Then we went with Lolonrenana to lunch.

Then back to Mama C's house to finish movie and then to her youth group. Played some games and watched a movie.

Took Brother J home and then went to Mama C's house. Decided to not try and go to the party Nar was bartending. Slept.

Ninja report.
No win or lose. : D

An end to Cottonballs

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Today was long.

Woke up at 10:17... and wasn't going to go to school...

But then realized that it was Mama C's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

Yep... So I got out of bed and made it to choir around 11. Then after choir I stayed with her until her class.

Saw Rachel today. I really miss her. LOTS.

Then went to the practice time for the group that Mama C is in.

Stayed around school and went to a lecture on Evolution and how it was involved with 4 professors. I think I have found some teachers I would like having a class with. Names of Liam McDaid for astronomy and Tom Logan for English.

I loved this part of the lecture.

Fact :
The king died.
[insert here whatever the teacher called this step in between fact and story. I forgot but it was called something.]
The king died and then the queen died.
Story:
The king died and then the queen died from heartbreak.
It was awesome how the teacher did this because he only showed one part at a time.

Papa Fro brought me back to my house. We actually talked and he left the wipers on most of the way home. silly. ^_^

I think that for future teachers I should go to a class of theirs or something to see how they teach.

While sitting in the cafe today talking with Mama C and listening to school house rock I decided that it was time to give up the nickname Cottonballs. Papa Fro never liked it in the first place... and it was only in my phone. So I changed it and now he is no longer under the C's. I also changed it in David's phone. It was just time for it. ^_^

Ninja report:
Nothing to report. Did not play today.

*shrug*

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Today... Today... Today...

I woke up at Mama C's house.

Papa Fro saved us from taking the bus. : D

Class was okish. Little kids came and we sang for them.

After class we all sat around like bums for a while. Papa Fro left and forgot his music there.

Mama C and Brother J and I had lunch with Daniel. It was kinda fun hanging out with him. ^_^ Lyle can't resist my hands : D

Came home after accidentally taking David's scarf. Had some bad communication with Papa Fro. Now I'm not sure if by later he meant tonight or later as in sometime I will catch you later. *shrug* I'm actually ok with staying home tonight. Unlike what he thinks its not that I want to escape all the time.I just like being around him.

So if it turns out that he meant later as in see you sometime and not as in see you tonight I will be ok with it... I think *shrug*


NINJA REPORT:
I am currently still ahead by 5. If tonight is not the later he was talking about then I will have won today.

*EDIT*
So it turns out that later did actually mean today. : D We went to the river. It was cold. But awesome. And there were BEAVERS : D
also, I won ninja : D

Again with the lateness..

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I hope that I can stick to the once a day posting. However... when you are hanging out with people at night it makes it hard to post.

As an add on to the last blog I posted I want to mention the words: Cookie, Compatible, and also single. : D that is all about that.
So this blog is for yesterday, Tuesday November 17

I woke up and did not feel like going to school at all. So I didn't. I had a sore throat and decided that left over cookie dough would be the best thing for it.

Later on I decided that I wanted to see Mama C and Papa Fro. I don't really feel like trying to explain it but I want to be around them a lot. So I took a shower and went to school.

While waiting for Mama C to get out of her class I was with David. He was going to tell me about his 'Jacob Black' story... Which I have been waiting for since I've known him basically. But as he started it Parkar walked up and David stopped telling. *grr*

Switched over to Mama C because her class got out and walked with her down the street to subway. We shared a sandwich that she got. I also knocked over the soda and split it all over the place. Across the street was Target and we went there to wait for Papa Fro. We played the demo for the Up game on xbox 360. It was kinda great : D. Spent a bunch of time doing random things and then Papa Fro and David were there. Then went to Papa's house and played some rock band 2 while he cleaned. At midnight it was home time and I spent the night at Mama C's house. Before bed we watched Up. It was sad. I almost cried.

Yep. That was Yesterday. Not going to write about today yet because its not over. And also not going to write about it because I'm not in a good state... *shrug*

NINJA REPORT:
I lost. Currently for today though I am winning... lets see if it lasts till I write the next journal. : D

COOKIES

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: D

So today was school... I REALLY can't wait until break comes. Chamber went very nicely.

Then went with mom to store and then home.

Got things to make cookies with. Sent a text to Nar and got a response back from Chas.

Made cookies and then mom brought me to Nar's house. Suprise Mama C was in papa Fro's room. : D

Still at his house. Currently playing more SC

Ninja Report.
Currently Losing to both Nar and Chas. Do not think that I will recover from either of them and will lose the day to both.


SHORT BLOG IS SHORT

Chocolate and Peanut butter

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Today was Sunday. I didn't go to church.

While not at church I wanted some chocolate and peanut butter... A craving I have been having recently thanks to Mama C. The only thing is we are all out of chocolate chips...

So I searched...

And found something else that will work.

CHOCOLATE FROSTING!!!! We had some left over from Grandpa's birthday cake. It was yummy. : D


Sat around the house. Watched a movie called the first daughter or something like that.

Once my mom got home I talked with her about an email I had gotten from my father. And basically that led to me calling and talking with David. We had a long phone conversation about fathers and whatnot.

Also about how we need to watch Howl's Moving Castle (REALLY GOOD MOVIE)

A text was sent Nar's way not too long after the phone convo. I was really in a mood today where I wanted to talk with people about what was going on. But he must have been busy / passed out because there was no response.
*shrug* hes a busy guy. Can't blame him. : D

While sitting in the nothingness I had a short talk with Chas ( I need to see him soon : D). He currently does not know the location of his drawing pad. I attempted to help him recall where it was last but didn't help much.

Then I decided to check out I fight Dragons a bit more. THEY ARE AWESOME BAND. Yes... so awesome they need no an. : D

If you sign up for their mailing list they send you free music. FREE MUSIC THAT ROCKS.

Also that led me to youtube to try and find some live vids from their shows.... which once I went to the home page I saw a new brotherhood 2.0 vid. You know... the vids that once inspired the blog war? The same ones that in a blog I never finished and is still sitting as a draft I said I would watch every single one of?
Yeah
Those ones.

So I went to their page and watched more of their vids from where I left off months ago.

THEY ARE AMAZING AND I MISSED WATCHING THEM.

<3 I have found a time suck that will help with not seeing people. that is... until I have seen all the vids.

<3 Tom for the call I just got. He wanted to make sure that I talked to him BEFORE I fell asleep tonight unlike the past two nights. <3

So I have been sleeping out in the front room the past nights (that I have slept in my house) and I liked it. But now my mom and her boyfriend are back in the house and I have been kicked back into my room. *sad*
So as I was forgetting about this blog and getting things ready for bed I went looking for the remote for the tv in my room. You know that one with the magical 'again' button that makes movies play over and over and over. Yeah that one.

I CAN'T FIND IT. I now need to figure out how to make my laptop do what the tv does. So I can sleep. Great.

Again with the no ninja to report. No Nar = no ninja.

Secret garden

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Can I have a secret garden?
Where its always summer time.
Somewhere to sleep on the grass.
Somewhere to hide.

Always nice and warm.
Swirling with scents that soothe the soul.
A place where you can calm your mind.
What a nice secret garden of mine.
- Me : D

Today was my Grandpa's birthday. Hes really old lol.

Slept till 1pm. Was surprised that I did. I did the dishes and then uploaded about 200 pictures on facebook.

Sat around... Made a cake...

Ended up calling Papa Fro. The convo went something like this...

*ring* *ring* *ring*
PF: Your mother says you love me.
Me: Huh, Hello? What?
PF: Nvm. Whats up?
Me: Do you think that opening an umbrella inside is bad luck?
PF:...... Why? Why are you asking? It sounds like your having a competition with someone.
Me: Do you really want to hear my thought process?
PF: YES
Me: Ok, so the other day I had my rainbow umbrella and someone was looking at it and I said that they could open it but they wouldn't because we were inside and then today I was sitting on my bed and saw my umbrella and thought, hey, I wonder what Papa Fro would say about it. So I called to ask.

lol. He then answered by saying things like Couldn't you see me doing this or Don't you think I would do that?...
Which when asked I realized that if I would have thought a little harder about it I could have made a good guess as to how he would answer.
Then a little later I was talking with my sister and she said that I basicly don't have to go to church tomorrow. Because there isn't enough room for everyone to go.

REALLY. I mean comeon.... the one Saturday that I have NOTHING to do... *sigh*

Well... No Ninja report tonight. I didn't see Nar today and so there is no winner or loser.

Emotionally tired

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Last night after I posted we sat around for a while longer and played more soul calibur. It was then time for everyone to go home. When we got into the car Papa Fro realized that he had hurt the inside of his palm and that it made it hard for him to shift. After a quick lesson Mama C shifted the car all the way to her house. Then David did the same to his house. I also was shifting for him once it was just him and I. But I really didn't want to come home. I didn't have school the next day and figured that there would be a better chance of hanging out with him if I was at his house lol. So I asked if it was ok. After we talked about it and he told me that I would be there alone we went to his house to drop me off.

[insert sleep here]

Around 8 or 8:30 ish I woke up a few seconds before my mom called me. She was mad that I forgot to let her know about me spending the night at Nar's house. So she was yelling at me and that's not a very good way to wake up. After I got off the phone I laid there and wondered about things. One of the things that crossed my mind was if Nar had made it home yet. Some time after the phone call Nar's parents came in to wake him up. The only thing is, I was there and not him. 'That's not John. That's a girl."

After figuring out that I was not him they left and shut the door. I still was laying in bed when a while after that Nar finally got home. Now at this point I was already starting to worry about getting home so I could do the dishes that my mom wanted done. Well, soon after Nar got home his mom and him started to 'but heads'. I really started to feel uncomfortable but then it stopped and Nar came in to his room. He told me good morning and that his mom wasn't in a very good mood. Then left. Then more arguing with the two of them.

I know that people argue. I don't think anything is wrong with that. I just can't handle hearing it. My dislike for it comes from when my mom and dad would fight when I was little. There has always been some kind of fighting in my family. Its mostly the voices. The angry sounding ones. I don't really care much about physical stuff. I had big issues with Nar just play acting with Brother J one day. This wasn't play acting. And Papa Fro's house is some where I feel like I can relax. Which I do. So it caught me off guard. I just kinda fell to pieces. And then to make it all worse my heart condition started acting up. I got really dizzy. I decided that I was going to get myself home. That I would just walk to ARC and take the bus home from there. I set a time of noon to leave his house to get to school around 12: 30.

After wasting some time I left. I didn't stop to say goodbye because I really didn't want to face him yet. So I walked to school. I wondered about how long it would take him to find me gone. I had to stop halfway through the S lot and sit for a little because I had gotten really dizzy. Then once I got to the bus stop he called. Asking me where I was and if I was ok. He offered to give me a ride and at first I turned him down, but then thought about it and asked him to get me.

Since he had someone else in the car I couldn't really explain the leaving of his house and everything. When he dropped me off I asked him to call me once he was done with his work. I then calmed down once I had been in my house for a while. Around 9 he texted and said that he had fallen asleep, which I don't blame him for doing, and that he had missed fencing. sad. I sorta talked to him over text. I will have to bring it up again though the next time I see him. Which I need to see him some time soon. Sometime where he is passive fro. Just for that little part of me that needs to be reminded that Nar is never like that. That I will most likely never hear him like that again. Just for that little part.

I want to have this amazing friendship with Papa Fro. I feel like its me that needs to try more and be more open for that to happen. And even if I feel like I am open, he needs to feel like I am too. This is something I am working on. I hope that it leads to good and not bad.

Also, I did end up losing ninja last night. He hit me about 200 times. Stupid pins that he does. lol
But guess what? While Mama C, Papa Fro and I were on the couch I got him. 50 times. Then he got me 5 times. and forgot about it. So now with 10 minutes to go I am ahead 45 times. :D
Also also, He said that if I hadn't of improved then he would just hit me 5 times. So him getting me hundreds of times is sorta like a compliment. lol. : D

Also also also, I'm sad. The yard work has torn his wonderful hands to shreds. Until they heal that means no more back rubs. T______T Heal quick :D

Wa wa wa wa wa wa wa

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Today was interesting. Went to choir and then was brought home by Taka for about 15 mins and then back to school for HOURS until Mama C got out of her class. Then David, Mama C and I walked... I mean 'adventured' over to Papa Fro's house.

We had to be ninjas and sneak into the house while Chalice was going on. As we came up to the driveway I said for them to be quiet ninjas and Mama C started going Wa wa wa wa wa wa wa.

lol...

Still at Papa Fro's house and don't know when home will be. Oh wait... maybe I'm already here.


I'm currently losing at ninja and dont think that its going to change.

Another Day of Nothing

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I thought that these days would never return.

Today I went to chamber. We went and sang with the vocal jazz groups instead of working on the music.

I remembered today that I used to love jazz and now miss singing it greatly.

*sigh* different me from different times.

They were amazing : D

Then went to the cafe and told Nar that I had won Ninja.... He then said that everyday he sees me he will make sure that I lose. Then I was restrained and he got my hand 299 times.... Yeah, he won today.

Came home and have been here ever since. Took a short nap and read from the handbook a bunch. I really need to finish it soon.

Maybe I will leave the house later tonight... but since I didn't request it earlier I doubt it will happen. But I never know... maybe a Chas and a Nar will show up and tell me to get into the car. Its never happened before but what better day then today?

And so he shall be known as Nar...

You open my eyes to help me see the stars and show me how beautiful the night sky can be
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At least for a time. I'm not so sure that the nickname of Nar will stick for very long, it will most likely end up being a situational nickname.

Sunday C:
After church I came home and Tom had to go back to his house. I decided that I would like to hang out with Mama Compton and Papa Fro and set to work on getting the three of us together. We ended up at Nar's house and talked for a while. Soul Calibur 4 was brought out and I made my own character. Now a little before this Nar asked for a name and Mama Compton gave the name of Ko or something like that. Then she said that he should have a twin brother named Ka which ended up getting extended to Kagaga. As I was naming my newly made character I thought back to the Kagaga and named it Anji Kagaga. : D We played a few rounds but then Mama C was getting a shoulder massage and stopped playing. I took Anji Kagaga through the story mode once and then was told by Nar to switch to Halo 3 (since I am supposed to be in training). He said to go through the campaign and I set it to normal. I really wasn't learning anything though because I have already been through the campaign on Heroic with Tom. I stopped playing that and just watched Mama C get her rub. It was decided that next time I receive a back massage from Nar more force will be used. After a while it was time to go and I spent the night with her.


Monday ^_^
Woke up and walked to the bus stop by Mama C's house. Took so long to get to school on the bus from her house. New goal to attempt to get from my house to her by bus sometime. Chamber was interesting. At one point I had to sing out louder than what I was so I could be heard. : D DAVID THE GREAT BROUGHT ME AMAZING TOMATO SOUP FROM SANTA CRUZ. His hair cut is amazing. While sitting in the cafe I found a very tired Lyle. After eating around half of the tomato soup I started to give him a head and neck rub. I don't normally do this because I don't know what I am doing, but Lyle was very tired and he has given me some pretty amazing back rubs. After a while of that though I asked him if he could rub my neck since I had woken up with it hurting. Now I'm not sure what he did but whatever he did it made my neck worse. Sad. Then Mama C, Brother J and I waited around school till Papa Fro got out of his fencing lesson. We then headed back to his house and more new characters were made. After many testings and changes we all three ended up with some really nice characters. It was decided to stay for the Chalice rehearsal because no one wanted to go home yet. Now normally we just sit in Nar's room and act like we don't exist. But during the rehearsal this time Jt's Mother came in and asked if we would come and be distracting for them. lol. After Chalice was over Nar came back and we all laid around for a while. I asked if he would work on my neck for a bit but he couldn't do it from the position he was in and said he would eventually. Then it was time for Mama C to go home and then Brother J next. Before I was taken home we stopped by and visited Dawn at her all nighter in Denny's. While there at some point Jt was acting rather full of himself. And then the name of Nar came to mind as something that might work for his nickname. : D After around 7 hot cocos it was time for me to go home. I was very glad for the car rides last night because Nar and I actually had semi-deep conversations. I can't wait for more like them.
P.s. I lost at ninja this day.

Tuesday :D
Woke up and did NOT want to go to school. But figured that if I did there would be some chance of getting my still hurt neck fixed by Papa Fro. The only thing is he didn't show up for class today. So I sat around school with Taka and David and the Cafe group of friends. Taka actually asked me to take pictures of her outside and of course I couldn't pass it up. After a few pictures though the rest of the Cafe group followed us outside and it became more of a group thing. Over all 248 pictures were taken. Just about every picture is full of funniness. There was teaching and then playing of real ninja, we made a human pyramid, Ymani was killed by David, Brother J and I molested each other repeatedly, and so much more. Then Taka, David and Abril took me home. And even though it is 30 mins early I am declaring victory of impromptu ninja today. : D I got Nar's hand when he put me into the choke hold at Denny's. : D


Now it is time for sleeping and maybe some dreaming. Most likely there will be some Spors of some sorts.

Nighty night blog.

... watermelon. Or like a panda with a mean face, or like sandals with pressure points drawn on them, or the smell of a black board eraser, or a Sunday morning where you wake up and its raining. Well, I like him more than hard bread.

After Sex

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So yesterday Lizifer came over to watch season 4 of How I Met Your Mother. :D It was a blast.

We then decided that we wanted to hang out with Jt and arranged going to his house. After getting there we picked out the screener called 'After Sex'.


lol

It was interesting : D


TRUST GOOOOONNNENNENNENEEE~ : D

A few weeks at a time.

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: D
Yay blog times!
I'm not sure if this blog will have any kind of order..., just be warned.

So recently I have started to become really good friends with Jen Compton, who was mentioned in one of my last blogs. She is really amazing and we have a lot in common.
: D I'm glad that she is my friend.

In the past weeks I have spent a great deal of time hanging out with her and Jt. There was the day last week that we had a emergency chamber rehearsal at Jt's house and then Liz, JenM, Jen and I ended up spending the night there. Liz and JenM passed out kinda early but the other three of us stayed up and talked for a long time. ^_^ around 3am we decided that it was food time and Jt made Jen and I some really amazing milkshakes and burritos. Since it was around the giggling hour I ended up laughing for a while at the sight of the left over beans dropping into the bowl. (lol). After food we moved back onto the couch bed thing and I fell asleep while Jen and Jt stayed up talking. ^_^ fun times.

Then there was the day this week (I'm pretty sure it was Wednesday) where we all were working on As Vesta was after class and decided that we wanted food. So one car went to the store while Jt and I went to his house. Then Jen, JenM , Liz, and Justin showed up with rice and milkshake things and we then all started to help with the food prep. There were dishes that needed done that Jen and I took care of and there was rice that needed to be cooked which Justin took care of. Liz and Jen sat in the front room because Liz wasn't feeling so good and Jt was doing things here and there that needed done. Soon it was time to eat and then after Jen and I did the dishes that we had dirtied with the meal. Jt made some more amazing milkshakes for everyone and then I had to go home. You would think that the day would be over at this point.... BUT WAIT! It doesn't : D

Later on after Jt was done at fencing I was retrieved again and we went and picked up Chas. It was decided that a mock situation needed to be done so while Jt was setting that up Chas and I played some Halo 3. Now, I'm not great at Halo and so I need to be trained in the ways : D So that is what Chas was kinda helping with. Then it was time for us to see what Jt had in store for our characters.... The only thing is I knew nothing of what to do. : D So it took us hours to get to where he was expecting us to be in about 30 mins. Both his and Chas' character died and I didn't know what else to do at that point. So we stopped, Chas was taken home and then I got a wonderful back rub.

^_^ I really like the group that I have been with. I'm glad that my life is no longer boring everyday. Only now I have the problem of wanting to be around them too much, even getting anxious when I'm not. I just need to find a balance so that I don't become annoying to them.

Well... I think that if I have the time I will start trying to post everyday again.
We shall see if it will happen.