Spor

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So last night I had a really weird and bad spor.

I cant really remember where it started but the main thing was that Taka wanted to kill her self.
In this spor Taka and I had been pranksters and stuff all through high school. like, we never went to school at all. But other than that life was the same. Still dating Tom and going to ARC.

well, I find out the reason why she wants to kill herself. its because of some that happened in our freshman year of high school. So we go back in time to fix what happened.
It turns out that the thing that we went back to fix was an attack by some weird creatures. It was a school trip to this really old building and what we needed to fix was that our favorite teacher died because of something that we did.
So we go through everything (parker randomly shows up btw) and save the teacher.
But then we relize that we can't go back to where we were before. We couldn't get back to our own time.
So while Taka is sluking about actually having to go through high school, I relize that I wasn't dating Tom in freshman year.
I start to freak out and try to call his cell phone (because I still have all my stuff, like phone, camera, laptop) And the number is out of order.
because he didn't have a cell phone then.
He only got his cell phone because of me.

So then I start to think about how I could get him to be with me. I start to think about what I had to go through the first time to get him to date me.
I think about how I still have my laptop and about how it has pictures of us on there. So I think that showing him would be the best way to go. And then I start thinking about everything that happened in my life after freshman year. I thought about stuff that I could change but all that I really wanted to do was be back with Tom.
And then I wake up right before I have a huge break down. Like right before I woke up my spor started to fall apart and go crazy. Like the dream world.

I woke up really scared.

And then I relized what things influenced my spor.
1. Paper towns.
The part of my spor that is paper towns is the Taka and I being pranksters and the teacher dying.

2. Ari tonelico
The part of my spor that is Ari is Taka wanting to kill her self.

3. halo 3.
The monsters. the monsters were part flood. T__T I hate flood

4. The butterfly effect.
The me and Tom not dating because of me going back in time. Just like in that movie I lost him because of my choices.

5. WAHHHHHH! The hopskotch of life.
The random Parker. It was really random. lol



I woke up and thought that maybe Tom really wasn't with me anymore. I don't think that I will really be able to wake up yet untill I talk to Tom. ^_^

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