The Return of Ultimate... Sorta

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: D So there hasn't been any Ultimate for a while and yesterday Papa Fro decided that it was time to start it again. The only thing is we didn't even play because there wasn't enough people. So we basicly just threw the disc around. lol... then the guys started to play strip frisbee... And then Jordan came back with his fencing equipment so they fenced.

We all headed to Papa's house then and went in and warmed Mama C up. She met Jordan for I think the second time as he laid on top of her lol.

We played some soul calibur 4 and then eventually people left and it was just Mama, Papa, and I.

We watched the movie Harvey which ended up being really cool and then Papa made us some burritos.
We went back to laying down and we all fell asleep till I woke up and spent an hour trying to wake them up. lol...

Finally got home around 4:30am.

Ninja Report.
If anything he won.

Emotionally tired

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Last night after I posted we sat around for a while longer and played more soul calibur. It was then time for everyone to go home. When we got into the car Papa Fro realized that he had hurt the inside of his palm and that it made it hard for him to shift. After a quick lesson Mama C shifted the car all the way to her house. Then David did the same to his house. I also was shifting for him once it was just him and I. But I really didn't want to come home. I didn't have school the next day and figured that there would be a better chance of hanging out with him if I was at his house lol. So I asked if it was ok. After we talked about it and he told me that I would be there alone we went to his house to drop me off.

[insert sleep here]

Around 8 or 8:30 ish I woke up a few seconds before my mom called me. She was mad that I forgot to let her know about me spending the night at Nar's house. So she was yelling at me and that's not a very good way to wake up. After I got off the phone I laid there and wondered about things. One of the things that crossed my mind was if Nar had made it home yet. Some time after the phone call Nar's parents came in to wake him up. The only thing is, I was there and not him. 'That's not John. That's a girl."

After figuring out that I was not him they left and shut the door. I still was laying in bed when a while after that Nar finally got home. Now at this point I was already starting to worry about getting home so I could do the dishes that my mom wanted done. Well, soon after Nar got home his mom and him started to 'but heads'. I really started to feel uncomfortable but then it stopped and Nar came in to his room. He told me good morning and that his mom wasn't in a very good mood. Then left. Then more arguing with the two of them.

I know that people argue. I don't think anything is wrong with that. I just can't handle hearing it. My dislike for it comes from when my mom and dad would fight when I was little. There has always been some kind of fighting in my family. Its mostly the voices. The angry sounding ones. I don't really care much about physical stuff. I had big issues with Nar just play acting with Brother J one day. This wasn't play acting. And Papa Fro's house is some where I feel like I can relax. Which I do. So it caught me off guard. I just kinda fell to pieces. And then to make it all worse my heart condition started acting up. I got really dizzy. I decided that I was going to get myself home. That I would just walk to ARC and take the bus home from there. I set a time of noon to leave his house to get to school around 12: 30.

After wasting some time I left. I didn't stop to say goodbye because I really didn't want to face him yet. So I walked to school. I wondered about how long it would take him to find me gone. I had to stop halfway through the S lot and sit for a little because I had gotten really dizzy. Then once I got to the bus stop he called. Asking me where I was and if I was ok. He offered to give me a ride and at first I turned him down, but then thought about it and asked him to get me.

Since he had someone else in the car I couldn't really explain the leaving of his house and everything. When he dropped me off I asked him to call me once he was done with his work. I then calmed down once I had been in my house for a while. Around 9 he texted and said that he had fallen asleep, which I don't blame him for doing, and that he had missed fencing. sad. I sorta talked to him over text. I will have to bring it up again though the next time I see him. Which I need to see him some time soon. Sometime where he is passive fro. Just for that little part of me that needs to be reminded that Nar is never like that. That I will most likely never hear him like that again. Just for that little part.

I want to have this amazing friendship with Papa Fro. I feel like its me that needs to try more and be more open for that to happen. And even if I feel like I am open, he needs to feel like I am too. This is something I am working on. I hope that it leads to good and not bad.

Also, I did end up losing ninja last night. He hit me about 200 times. Stupid pins that he does. lol
But guess what? While Mama C, Papa Fro and I were on the couch I got him. 50 times. Then he got me 5 times. and forgot about it. So now with 10 minutes to go I am ahead 45 times. :D
Also also, He said that if I hadn't of improved then he would just hit me 5 times. So him getting me hundreds of times is sorta like a compliment. lol. : D

Also also also, I'm sad. The yard work has torn his wonderful hands to shreds. Until they heal that means no more back rubs. T______T Heal quick :D

And so he shall be known as Nar...

You open my eyes to help me see the stars and show me how beautiful the night sky can be
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At least for a time. I'm not so sure that the nickname of Nar will stick for very long, it will most likely end up being a situational nickname.

Sunday C:
After church I came home and Tom had to go back to his house. I decided that I would like to hang out with Mama Compton and Papa Fro and set to work on getting the three of us together. We ended up at Nar's house and talked for a while. Soul Calibur 4 was brought out and I made my own character. Now a little before this Nar asked for a name and Mama Compton gave the name of Ko or something like that. Then she said that he should have a twin brother named Ka which ended up getting extended to Kagaga. As I was naming my newly made character I thought back to the Kagaga and named it Anji Kagaga. : D We played a few rounds but then Mama C was getting a shoulder massage and stopped playing. I took Anji Kagaga through the story mode once and then was told by Nar to switch to Halo 3 (since I am supposed to be in training). He said to go through the campaign and I set it to normal. I really wasn't learning anything though because I have already been through the campaign on Heroic with Tom. I stopped playing that and just watched Mama C get her rub. It was decided that next time I receive a back massage from Nar more force will be used. After a while it was time to go and I spent the night with her.


Monday ^_^
Woke up and walked to the bus stop by Mama C's house. Took so long to get to school on the bus from her house. New goal to attempt to get from my house to her by bus sometime. Chamber was interesting. At one point I had to sing out louder than what I was so I could be heard. : D DAVID THE GREAT BROUGHT ME AMAZING TOMATO SOUP FROM SANTA CRUZ. His hair cut is amazing. While sitting in the cafe I found a very tired Lyle. After eating around half of the tomato soup I started to give him a head and neck rub. I don't normally do this because I don't know what I am doing, but Lyle was very tired and he has given me some pretty amazing back rubs. After a while of that though I asked him if he could rub my neck since I had woken up with it hurting. Now I'm not sure what he did but whatever he did it made my neck worse. Sad. Then Mama C, Brother J and I waited around school till Papa Fro got out of his fencing lesson. We then headed back to his house and more new characters were made. After many testings and changes we all three ended up with some really nice characters. It was decided to stay for the Chalice rehearsal because no one wanted to go home yet. Now normally we just sit in Nar's room and act like we don't exist. But during the rehearsal this time Jt's Mother came in and asked if we would come and be distracting for them. lol. After Chalice was over Nar came back and we all laid around for a while. I asked if he would work on my neck for a bit but he couldn't do it from the position he was in and said he would eventually. Then it was time for Mama C to go home and then Brother J next. Before I was taken home we stopped by and visited Dawn at her all nighter in Denny's. While there at some point Jt was acting rather full of himself. And then the name of Nar came to mind as something that might work for his nickname. : D After around 7 hot cocos it was time for me to go home. I was very glad for the car rides last night because Nar and I actually had semi-deep conversations. I can't wait for more like them.
P.s. I lost at ninja this day.

Tuesday :D
Woke up and did NOT want to go to school. But figured that if I did there would be some chance of getting my still hurt neck fixed by Papa Fro. The only thing is he didn't show up for class today. So I sat around school with Taka and David and the Cafe group of friends. Taka actually asked me to take pictures of her outside and of course I couldn't pass it up. After a few pictures though the rest of the Cafe group followed us outside and it became more of a group thing. Over all 248 pictures were taken. Just about every picture is full of funniness. There was teaching and then playing of real ninja, we made a human pyramid, Ymani was killed by David, Brother J and I molested each other repeatedly, and so much more. Then Taka, David and Abril took me home. And even though it is 30 mins early I am declaring victory of impromptu ninja today. : D I got Nar's hand when he put me into the choke hold at Denny's. : D


Now it is time for sleeping and maybe some dreaming. Most likely there will be some Spors of some sorts.

Nighty night blog.

... watermelon. Or like a panda with a mean face, or like sandals with pressure points drawn on them, or the smell of a black board eraser, or a Sunday morning where you wake up and its raining. Well, I like him more than hard bread.