Church all day

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That is what I did today. Church. All day.

Went to the morning service. Then went to lunch with some people from Mama C's church. After we got through eating we went to walmart and then to Bath and Body works.

Then it was time again for church.

After night church I thought that we were going to see Papa Fro. But he didn't get back to us before Mama got me home.

I thought that I would be seeing the snow tonight... seeing as it is supposed to snow around the time I would have went home. But it looks like that isn't going to be happening.

I don't want to be home and alone. I wanted to be in the comforting presence of Papa Fro. It would have been nice.

Sunday 11-29-09

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You know that today is the only 11/29/09 that there will ever be?

Its odd to think about it but it is. No matter what the future brings there will NEVER be another day like this day.

Not that anything interesting happened today.

Its just the only day of its kind.

Sometimes I think too much. I wont have anything to do and then I will just start thinking.

The world was here before I was born but I wasn't in the world. The world will go on after I die.
What if I have no impact, and I am forgotten after I am gone? Does it really matter because I wont be here anyways. When I see God what will I do? Forever seems like such a long time. What would it be like to just stop existing? Who will be in heaven? Will I be sad about the good friends of mine that wont be there?

What if I would have gone to a different high school? Where would I be now? If I had went to granite bay like I wanted to would I have turned into someone else? I wouldn't have met Tom, so would I be with someone?

I don't like being alone for that long. I hate the thought that I wont have all my friends with me in heaven. I get so scared and sad that I shake and can't control my self. I really love everyone with all my heart.

Today was alright. Went to church and had nursery. I spent the first half holding baby Robin while she slowly fell asleep. She is cute : D
Then I came home, was mad at my family. Didn't eat and went to sleep while reading.

Texted Papa Fro about wanting to watch Samurai Champloo. I have wanted to watch this since I heard about it from a friend. He ended up saying that he can't tonight, but he will soon with me.

You know, for all the time that I have hung out with him, I've only ever really hung out with him once alone (I said twice and counted the river, but he said that wasn't hanging out and that it didn't count.) Him saying that really made me think about it. And he is right. There was that time that I went to his house the Thursday before Halloween and we watched that movie. Its not like I have been avoiding hanging out with him alone, it just hasn't happened. I don't really care much about it either, as long as I am not ignored. : D

Wow... tonight I am just in write what I am thinking mode. Maybe its the book that I am reading called 'Write Naked'
Its a good book. I wish every thing was a simple as it.

Well, I hope I feel ok tomorrow. Sleepy time should be soon.
Ninja Report:
I think that Papa won... yeah.

Church : D

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Went to church today. Then came home and then went back for the thanksgiving dinner. It was all really good food.

Now playing FFX2. And about to go to bed. night night.

"I'ma moooooogle. I'ma moooooogle. I'ma moooogle. With balloons?! I'ma moogle with balloons! I'ma moogle with balloons!"

Ninja Report:
No ninjaing today. Although there was bunches of whip cream and no Papa Fro to eat it. Yummy.

chicken-ey wonderful.

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blog start 11:24 pm

blog title by Teresa

Today I went to church.

Stayed the whole time.

Came home.

Watched Batman Beginings.

Folded clothes.

Webcammed Taka.

Called David.

Yeah.

Thats it.

^__^

I need to get stuff done.


yeah.

p.s. My mom went to someones house, before she left her hair was strand-up comedy .

xDDD

Blog end 11:26 pm

Home is behind

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Home Is Behind
The World Ahead
And There Are Many Paths To Tread
Through Shadow
To The Edge Of Night
Until The Stars Are All Aligth

Mist And Shadow
Cloud And Shade
All Shall Fade
All Shall...Fade

Today was okish

Went to church and then came home early because I didn't feel so well.

Got worse as the day went.

Right now my throat is hurting bad.

When I got home I found out that a lord of the rings marathon was on.
All three movies in on sitting.

12 hours of movie.

^___^
I watched it all and its still on right now. ^_^

It gets over at 11ish and then I will be going to sleep.

So far the only parts that I have missed were because I was napping. I fell asleep watching the first movie and woke up in the beginning of the next movie.

I am such a nerd.
Yeah, the song that is at the start of this blog is called Pippin's song. Its the song that he sings in the 3rd movie.

I really hope I feel better by tomorrow. T___T
I can't miss chamber since I am missing in April for operation make Kaylah feel less guilty for missing the wedding.

^__^

sick
to do list
1. feel better
2. finish mega marathon of lotr
3. sleep

The things I dream that I can do I'll open up the moon for you

One sweet love - Sara Bareilles

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Today I sat in church with Randy's cell phone and checked my email a bunch.

Finally at 11:48 I got the email!





yeah...





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Yeah so I got in. Tom did too *smile*

Tonight I think I will watch The Cat Returns again.

Fun fun stuffs.